R.I.P PHIL I LOVE YOU MY NIGG

About Me

i'm one of a kind. you can't be me many have tried with no success, sorry but that's just how it is. i'm a real ass person, i don't sugar coat things i just say it how it is. i don't like fake people, you know the ones who lie about shit just to make them self look like they are someone who in acturallity they are not, and especially people who just say things to satisfy someone else. so you don't ever have to worry about hurting my feelings by just saying what you feel, your opinions and feelings are your own and they are what make you who you are. don't get me wrong i love to be the one to put a smile on someones face or warm up their heart because of something i did, but no if it means i have to lie. this isn't how it's always been, alot of the decisions in life have made me who i am today. the good and the bad, i will never regret a single thing i have done in my past from the fucked up and abusive relationships and friendships to the loss of family and friends because every positive and negitive action in my life has had major effects on who i am. and really i want to thank everyone who have played their parts in my life (if your still in it or not) that have helped me make all the choices that i have made, without each and everyone of you i wouldn't be me. ~xoxo~WHEN YOU SAY I CAN -OR- I CAN'T. YOUR RIGHT

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My Interests

i am an artist. hair and make-up are my passion, i can remember when i was a little kid i always use to hook up my barbies with some bad ass haircuts : ) another thing i love is photography. i think thats my secret passion, its still art and i know i'm good at it. i've got that eye for beauty, this i know.

I'd like to meet:

if that speical someone were to come into my life i'm sure i'd know it. i dont think looking has got me anywhere in the past so i guess if it finds me thats how it's gonna be, it's either love me love the package or it's nothing at all i've got my lil one and she is my world so if you wanna be apart of it it's all good with me i'd love to share my world with yoursTHERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH A FANTASY BUT IT'S HARD TO CUDDLE UP WITH A DAYDREAM
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Music:

i like all kinds of music, some is anoying to me but i just dont listen to that so it doesn't matter
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Movies:

old ones new ones they all have something that sparks my intrest.
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Television:

i am hooked on weeds! and no i'm not a pothead, it's a good show CSI my brother got me hooked on that one Keeping Up With The Kardasians is a new one for me but i love it already

Books:

i know i have read a shit load of books in my life but for some reason the only one that i read in school that i can remember is To Kill A Mockingbird don't ask me why because that's just how it is. i can't even count how many book reports i have done but that is the only one i remember.

Heroes:

my mini me. since way before she was born i made that choice that i'd never ever dissapoint or deprive her of anthing, and so far i've done good with the exception of small inconveinces, mommy's still standn' strong
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My Blog

can you really believe this shit

This 22 year old , Mr. Koloto is an undocumented Juvenile. He Deserves our deepest sympathy and support. The city of San Francisco is building a Penthouse half-way house for him on Nob Hill as I speak...
Posted by R.I.P PHIL I LOVE YOU MY NIGG on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 06:15:00 PST

never said this before but i wish the worst for this man

A second suspect has been arrested in connection with the killing of a South San Francisco man who was robbed and shot on a downtown street after a night of bar-hopping with friends. .. --> /templa...
Posted by R.I.P PHIL I LOVE YOU MY NIGG on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 06:11:00 PST

stop pretending that you care

your crystal clear and your act is a joke. why you pretend you care is beyond me. i hate the way you talk shit like you know who i am. your not my friend or my family so why do you care so much what i...
Posted by R.I.P PHIL I LOVE YOU MY NIGG on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 09:26:00 PST

san mateo times

The victim of Sunday's shooting outside Palo Alto City Hall was in critical condition Monday night while officers searched for his assailant across two counties, police said Monday. The victim, Belmon...
Posted by R.I.P PHIL I LOVE YOU MY NIGG on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 04:57:00 PST

JUST TO LET YOUR BITCH ASS KNOW

I AM SO DONE WITH PEOPLE TALKING SHIT AND FUCKING PRETENDERS! AND YOU WANNA KNOW SOMETHING JEANINE YOU MAY THINK YOU KNOW EVERY MOVE YOUR MAN MAKES BUT HMMMMM LET ME TELL YOU "NO YOU FUCKING DON'T!" B...
Posted by R.I.P PHIL I LOVE YOU MY NIGG on Mon, 05 May 2008 11:15:00 PST

i can stand that i hate you but i cant stand that i hate

tell me why my ex calls me with a blocked number? oh wait i know cause i won't anwser if i know it's him, but tell me why he hothers to leave voicemails of songs that mean nothing to me i mean really ...
Posted by R.I.P PHIL I LOVE YOU MY NIGG on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 11:34:00 PST

just needed to vent a lil

sometimes i really think that people are just out to hurt me, well not just me but people just hurting people, i'm just sayn is life really about lying cheating and stealing?, not having any kind...
Posted by R.I.P PHIL I LOVE YOU MY NIGG on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 10:38:00 PST

my bd is stupid

so im not mad but just alot annoyed why the fuck after sin and a half years is this stupid mother fucker trying to come back into my kids life just all like oh here i am sorry i missed the last...
Posted by R.I.P PHIL I LOVE YOU MY NIGG on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 11:34:00 PST

She's my shining star and yet she might not have a fightine chance

shes my little princess my everything the reason I breath my shining star her name is Akela Natalya Dunlap when she was born at 26 weeks I called her my miricle baby, she only weightd 2 pounds. ...
Posted by R.I.P PHIL I LOVE YOU MY NIGG on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 05:12:00 PST

something you should know

if i tell you that i love you it means your a good friend if i tell you i love you and i trust you your my true nigga. i have only told a few people that i love and trust them. and nver have they ever...
Posted by R.I.P PHIL I LOVE YOU MY NIGG on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 08:57:00 PST