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ANGEL RAE

ANGEL RAE

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SCREW PRINCE CHARMING, GIVE ME A BAD BOY WITH TATTOOS AND A HARLEY!! Just turned forty.. Mentally I don't feel it at all. I am a bad boy magnet and sure can't pick them. Therefore I am taking a much needed LONG vacation from dating. I was with a player/liar for nine years. I finally had to bring that to an end.. I had my guard so far up but some hotty with a few harleys forced his way into my life.. HE PURSUED ME AND EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT FOR MONTHS. Summer fever came along. How can someone change day to night just that fast? I can't say nothing bad about him actually. He just can't be tied down and is very bitter toward women because of past whores in his life. I think him and his brother are awesome and hope we remain friends. I hope he finds a puppet to follow him around the states and does not have kids or obligations here. I couldn't fly out or hop on a bike that easy. He is self destructive and seems to prefer spam over filet mignon. He needs someone to drink like a fish as much as he does and keep up with the liquor and other THINGS. What a life.. Misery loves company. Gotta drown feelings and numb the past whenever possible. To each their own. When I do decide to date, he will have something to offer and have his shit together without being a fixture on a bar stool. Must take care of himself and his teeth.. LOL No tight wranglers or rustlers please.. I will be whined and dined! Until then, back off! I am so through with fake ass people. I am single and I do not want to date anyone! I am a mother first.. (package deal) RAISING MY KIDS ALONE FOR THE MOST PART AND LOVING IT.. EVERY MINUTE OF IT..I LOVE MOTORCYCLE RIDING! CAMPING, FISHING AND CANOEING.. ANYTHING OUTDOORS TO GET OUT OF THIS DAMN CITY.. I HAVE NO FRIENDS BESIDES PAULA, BETH AND ELIZA.. Aquaintances sure. FEMALES ARE SHADEY. I refuse to chase, only replace.. FAMILY? MOST OF MINE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME. I miss the spaghetti Sundays and BIG family holidays when people were happy, not two faced, grouchy and miserable to be around. Those were the days. THERE COMES A POINT IN LIFE WHEN YOU REALIZE WHO MATTERS, WHO NEVER DID AND WHO WON'T ANYMORE AND WHO ALWAYS WILL. SO DON'T WORRY ABOUT THE PEOPLE FROM YOUR PAST, THERE IS A REASON WHY THEY DIDN'T MAKE IT TO YOUR FUTURE.. LIVE, LOVE AND BE HAPPY WITHOUT THEM.. ALL THAT GLITTERS IS "NOT" GOLD!! Sometimes, all you can do is not think; not wonder; not obsess; not imagine. Just breathe. Breathe in, breathe out. Everything works out in the end, and the more you worry about it, the longer it's going to take for things to end perfectly; just the way they should.I LOVE HAVING FUN, HARLEYS, TATTOOS AND MY KIDS. My three children are my life. Took a long time to realize and see people's true colors. When you lose the closest people to you and your "so called" friends don't show up for support, well what a slap in the face. WAKE UP CALL. As long as you are beside them on a bar stool or during their ISSUES though it's all good. FINDING OUT THE HARD WAY HOW FAKE MOST PEOPLE ARE. ANYWAY—Mother Theresa People are often unreasonable, Illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, People may accuse you of selfish, Ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful, You will win some false friends And some true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, People may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, Someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, They may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, People will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, And it may never be enough; Give the world the best you’ve got anyway. You see, in the final analysis, It is between you and God; It never was between you and them anyway. Still struggling to decide what I want in life. I have had my fill of cheaters and liars! My son Dustin is becoming my best friend and I LOVE HIM MORE THAN HE CAN EVER IMAGINE. HE LIVES IN TEXAS NOW AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH. :-) Baggage? I definately have my share and proud of it not ashamed. I believe there is a reason for everything. I had to go through all I did to get where I am today. Recently ended a nine year mistake. If he cheats with you, he'll cheat on you. Over and over if ya let them. My handsome son is 22 and my beautiful daughters are 11 and 5! MY KIDS ARE MY LIFE. I am independant and VERY happy. What you see is what you get. I can be brutally honest. I make a best friend but a worse enemy. I despise fake liars. I do not smoke. I drink too much sometimes. I enjoy a night out from time to time but my family is the most important thing in my life. I have came to realize in my 39 years that good friends and good men are very hard to come by. I have been a "giver" my whole life and I believe that has opened me up to be walked on by many! I am so tired of FAKE people. I keep it real and I don't care for people who think they are better than others... I have raised my kids on my own and always took care of myself. Men and friends come and go but my family is my life. I attend church as much as i can and it keeps me going! FRIENDS ARE ANGELS WHO LIFT US TO OUR FEET WHEN OUR WINGS HAVE TROUBLE REMEMBERING HOW TO FLY.. DON'T JUDGE ME BY THE WORSE DAY OF MY LIFE. Christians aren't perfect, just forgiven. MY KIDS KEEP ME BREATHING. JUST TO SEE THEIR SMILE BRIGHTENS MY DAYS.. MYRTLE BEACH, CHERRY GROVE PIER HERE I COME. My favorite place in this world! I HATE LIARS..
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MY KIDS, my family and my church! I take care of myself and mine. MY THREE CHILDREN ARE NUMBER ONE. There is nothing a man can do for me that I can't do all by myself! A quote by Marilyn Monroe "I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
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The only people I would like to meet again are people in heaven that I miss so, so very much. I love to meet people who accept me as is with no drama. I am who I am. Treat me with respect and you will receive respect. DID I SAY, I HATE LIARS :-) Tough times dont last... tough people do!OZZY..I was looking back on my life And all the things I've done to me I'm still looking for the answers And I'm still searching for the key The wreckage of my past keeps haunting me It just won't leave me alone I still find it all a mystery Could it be a dream? The Road to Nowhere leads to me Through all the happiness and sorrow I guess I'd do it all again Live for today and not tomorrow It's still the road that never ends Ah ah, the Road to No where's gonna pass me by Ah ah, I hope we never have to say goodbye -I never want to live without you.I have been through alot in my life. I lost my mother when she was 39 from lung cancer. My uncle and grandfather the same week. My brother in law, BEST friend and only brother passed recently. Jimmi Corrin, Cousin Ricci Dolph doing a roof job.. That is only the icing on the cake but still I keep trotting along, slower now but still moving forward... I'm still here for my children.I have realized there are not many true friends in life--AT ALL!! You will know who they are during your roughest moments. A WISE GIRL KISSES BUT DOESN'T LOVE, LISTENS BUT DOES NOT BELIEVE AND LEAVES BEFORE SHE IS LEFT!--MARILYN MONROEFROM NOW ON WHEN YOU THINK OF ME, JUST REMEMBER I COULD OF BEEN THE BEST THINK YOU EVER HAD!YOU CAN ONLY PUSH A WOMAN AWAY FOR SO LONG UNTIL SHE WALKS OUT OF YOUR LIFE ON HER OWN--SO BE CAREFUL AND MAKE SURE THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT -- BECAUSE ONCE SHE GETS STRONGER AND TURNS AROUND SHE ISN'T EVER COMING BACK!

Music:

I LIKE IT ALL. Not too thrilled over rap or "HEAVY" metal anymore. But I can deal with it.
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Movies:

I love to watch movies. Some of my favorites have been bucket list, When a Man loves a woman, Sweet home alabama, Dragonfly, Passion, Diary of a mad black woman. BEACHES, REMINDS ME OF WHAT USE TO BE.

Television:

AETV-LIFETIME-CRIME CHANNELS-MEDICAL CHANNELS-PSYCHOLOGY-CHANNEL 5 AND 74 SOAP OPERAS!! I love Grey's Anatomy and October road..

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Books:

I like to read Danielle Steele books. I like cosmo magazines and psychology today. SELF HELP TOO! The bible and LEFT BEHIND series. "BIBLE"

Heroes:

AUNT LINDA! 1988 - 1999 was the worse self destructive days of my life! Anger and bitterness got me absolutely no where after the death of my mother when she was only 39. I have a long way to go but I would not be where I am now without family and church! Christians are "normal" people too. Believe it or not! I am not a holy roller, just trying to become better for myself and my children. I am a sinner and trying to get better. Also Linda, she took over where my mom left off ! :-)

My Blog

MY WONDERFUL AUNT

I AM SO BLESSED WITH SO MANY GREAT FAMILY MEMBERS.. I NEED TO CONCENTRATE ON THAT.. FOR SURE.. BELOW IS A LETTER MY AUNT SENT ME.. I ALSO RECEIVED MANY BIRTHDAY CARDS THAT MEAN THE WORLD TO ME.. THEY ...
Posted by ANGEL RAE on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 07:06:00 PST

ME

I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason.  I have lived in this house for 9 years almost.  Alot of bad memorys are here.. I am now moving.  I am 39 years old.  Th...
Posted by ANGEL RAE on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 03:20:00 PST

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Posted by ANGEL RAE on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 06:46:00 PST

LIFE

In this day and age it is always nice to receive an actual card in the mail instead of an email to show that someone cares and remembers us.. My mom's cousin always does this.. Below is a note from he...
Posted by ANGEL RAE on Sun, 04 May 2008 08:44:00 PST

LIFE

I spent so many years depressed and wandering why all bad things happen to me.. Why do I lose so many people I love to death? Well there are no answers.. Whatever does not kill us will make us strong...
Posted by ANGEL RAE on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 07:53:00 PST

life

Well it has been over four months since I lost my very best friend.  I miss her so much.  I have found out that my life will never be the same again.  I must find a "new" me.  I ca...
Posted by ANGEL RAE on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 07:11:00 PST

2007

WELL, i sure hope this is a better year for me.  I don't associate with many females anymore.  The few I do on a regular basis, keep it real.  I am so sick of fake ass people and I hate...
Posted by ANGEL RAE on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 05:24:00 PST

Christmas

Well it's Christmas evening and the day is finally, or almost over.  Weeks of stress all for a few hours of fun for the kids.  But to see the smiles is all worth it.  I've thought abou...
Posted by ANGEL RAE on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 04:01:00 PST

Lauri

I am so stressed, sad, mad.  But at who?  I don't know.  I am so sick of Ed's games.  When the hell do the idiots grow up?  40 and still pathetic.  I am so upset over Lau...
Posted by ANGEL RAE on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 07:40:00 PST

friends

Well this past two months has really given me a rude awakening.  People are so self absorbed.  I went out of my way to do something nice.  It fell through and not many showed.  Nee...
Posted by ANGEL RAE on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 04:57:00 PST