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About Me

Some of you may or may not know me. So here is a little info that might help you know exactly who I am. I'm not plain but I'm not over shot. I party hard, but work just as hard. I like music most people have never heard of. I can rock out a blazer and jeans or a high end suit. I don't follow crowds or dress to "fit in" as some say. I feel I'm my own. I work. I support myself. I live my life. So why would I need to follow other people around like some lost mindless drone that is only programmed with the phrases "monkey see. monkey do" ? To some I'm a smartass, to others I'm brutally honest. And to some I come off as a complete asshole. But to each is there own. Thou I'm not old by any means I have lived a lot in a few years. So my tolerance for some B.S and drama is slim to none. I don't believe most of what I hear for I know how people are and most of the crap that leaves peoples mouths are altered or twisted to add more attention to it. I'm very straight forward, I speak my mind and I never say anything about anyone that I wouldn't to their face. I mean don't get me wrong any queen can talk shit about anyone but how many in this fair city would be willing to do it to the the persons face?.... Any takers?..... Thought so... I rest my case..... After reading this you are thinking possibly I'm some stuck up cocky jerk hoping to call out himself being different in hopes of being seen,.. just alas that isn't the case. I'm usually easily misunderstood by people as well as underestimated.... Wanna know more,.. it's easy.... point,... click,.... and ask...

My Blog

Words with razor tips

Each word spoken with a smile,hidden in that false hope of humor.Blind, unable to see the sharp edges, each word slices like a fine knife.Thin, thou so powerful. I grasp for them to really understand ...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 22:59:00 GMT

Open eyes

Life sometimes simplistic merry-go-round can become a complex obstacle course.It twists and turns like a serpent. Never sure of how fast it may move or how dangerous it may be.Night can become day and...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Mar 2009 18:02:00 GMT

Touch

Longing for a real touch, a solid touch.One that isn't faked to achieve some hidden agenda of sexual desires.But one that alone, can make everything stopWhere the world hushes and nothing is heardFor...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 16:58:00 GMT

Am I in the wrong?

Am I in the wrong to care so much?Am I in the wrong to trust so much?Am I truly in the wrong?When did being nice become a crime?When did having a heart mean you are weak?Am I in the wrong for how I wa...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 15:36:00 GMT

My Existence

What purpose do I actually have here in the world?To most all I am is an ATM or Object.I have no feelings or if I do they don't matter enough to be cared for.No real solid purpose I can see at all. I ...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 14:55:00 GMT

Our World

"I've got the world on a string" or so the song says.Life seems like that at times but at the end of that string lies a yo-yo we call fate.Just as an yo-yo life has its ups and downs.And sadly it can ...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 16:59:00 GMT

Club Life

Lights flash to the beats of bass. As it shakes my body. Feeling like a strong heartbeat. As if the music were the only thing keeping me alive.Alcohol plays in my mind the same as a merry-go-round.Fee...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 12:37:00 GMT

What is this?

The feeling I get when I see his smile....The tears that form when I see his eyes...The emotions that overcome me....The thoughts that come to me......The hopes that come rapidly.....The dreams that f...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 17:40:00 GMT

Is this reality?

I sit here.....awake,... or so I think....am I really up at this hour? Am I really typing as we speak?If so why? What is so wrong that I must get up at this hour and express my confusion on this scree...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 23:40:00 GMT

What people think of me

Conray James: i know this isnt going to make alot of sense, but im trying to figure it all out for myself.... there reason i go to you for alot of things as far as someone to talk to is i trust you an...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 11:51:00 GMT