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About Me

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Clinton Joseph Dollak
i have a really amazing boyfriend that i've been with for 8months(as of 8/13/08)
we of course have our ups and downs but we've made it through alot and there really isn't anything that can break us up.
we've lived together for almost 5months and i cant fall asleep without cuddling with him.
i love him♥
im obsessed with piercings, tattoos, music and mountain dew.
i am not just another person trying to build up my friend count.
talk to me, i want it more than i'll admit.
i find the extraordinary to be my everyday life.
i find the weird to be normal.
i find beauty in the ugly, and ugliness in the beautiful.
i find comfort in an awkward silence.
and ive even found hope in desperation.
ive smiled through tears and loved instead of hate.
im not everyones favorite person but i try to stay within the line of likeable.
im definitely not your average person and im not that great but if you give me the chance i can at the least give you a friendship you wont regret in the future.

"And I know you have a heavy heart, I can feel it when we kiss
So many men stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it
But me I'm not a gamble, you can count on me to split
The love I sell you in the evening by the morning won't exist
You're looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black
Just keep going to the bathroom, always say you'll be right back
Well, it takes one to know one, kid, I think you've got it bad
But what's so easy in the evening by the morning's such a drag
I got a flask inside my pocket, we can share it on the train
And if you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same
We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain
But what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane"
-Bright Eyes

My Interests

definitely music, i couldnt live without it.
piercings
art
photography
concerts
night
rain storms
my friends
reading
my phone(i freak out without it)

I'd like to meet:

a few more amazing people to add to my collection because new friends never hurts

feel free to IM me whenever i'm online and i'll do my best to reply

aim= xknotkissesx

Music:


Atreyu, BlesstheFall, A Day To Remember, Endwell, Between The Buried And Me, Chasing Victory, Lovehatehero, Poison the Well, Hollywood Undead, Sonny Moore, Thursday, Incubus, Jamie's Elsewhere, The Early November, Escape The Fate, Four Letter Lie, mewithoutyou, Armor For Sleep, Brand New, Dance Gavin Dance, Slipknot, Avenged Sevenfold, Jack Off Jill, Destroy The Runner, Madina Lake, Hopesfall, The Legion of Doom, The Number 12 Looks Like You, The Sleeping, The Devil Wears Prada, Greeley Estates, As I Lay Dying, Smashing Pumpkins, old Kittie, Marilyn Manson, Caliban, Counting Crows, Clone The Fragile, Pierce The Veil, Evergreen Terrace, The Calico System, Bloodlined Calligraphy, In This Moment, Anew Revolution, The Beholder, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Job for a Cowboy, The Faint, Thrice, The Unseen, Underoath, Interpol, Pink Floyd, The Decemberists, Shiny Toy Guns, Death Cab For Cutie, Dope, Dresden Dolls, Flyleaf, gorillaz, Postal Service, Killswitch Engaged, Spill Canvas, Lacuna Coil, Nirvana, The White Stripes, Pixies, Postal Service, The Presidents of The United States of America, Radiohead, Say Anything, Scissor Sisters, The Doors, Red Hot Chili Peppers, K.T. Tunstall, Rilo Keiley, Norah Jones, The Feeling, Cold War Kids, Incubus, Keane, The Smiths, Rage Against The Machine, Sublime, Bush, Cake, System of a Down, Violent Femmes, The Cure, Nine Inch Nails, old Korn, Janes Addiction, Alice in Chains.

Movies:

Grindhouse, Across The Universe, Hannibal Rising, Babel, Donnie Darko, Superbad, Wicker Park, White Oleander, SLC Punk, Anarchist Cookbook, Super Troopers, Grandmas Boy, The Crow, Garage Days, Edward Scissorhands, Clockwork Orange, Romeo and Juliet, Interview with a Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Eternal, Merlin, The Labrinth, Borat, 40 yr old Virgin, What Dreams May Come, Saw 1, 2, 3, and 4, Van Helsing, Thumbsucker, Little Miss Sunshine, Texas Chainsaw Massacre and the beginning, Devils Advocate, Underworld, Underworld Evolution, Resident Evil, Resident Evil Apocolypse, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory(w/jonny depp), the Exorcism of Emily Rose, Alice in Wonderland, Children of Men, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, White Noise...

Television:

no cable

Books:

interview with a vampire, salems lot, cell, burning in water drowning in flame, notes of a dirty old man, anthem, desperation, carrie, clockwork orange,um thinking of some authors is easier. Stephen King, Ann Rice, James Reese, poetry by Charles Bukowski, Shakespeare, and so on, i cant think of the others at this moment...but i love poetry

Heroes:

the one who didnt fail...

My Blog

great, im fucked up pt. 2

..> Advanced Global Personality Test Results ..> ..> Extraversion |||||| 30% Stability |||| 13% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Interdependence |||||...
Posted by *meow* on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 03:25:00 PST

great, im fucked up

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal: ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:LowNarci ssistic:LowAvoidant:HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High-- Personali...
Posted by *meow* on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 02:56:00 PST

not complaining this time

so instead of complaining like usual, even though id REALLY like to right now, i thought id be nice.ive pretty much fallen in love with Brand New. i want their other cd's because i listen to this one ...
Posted by *meow* on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 03:40:00 PST

update myself

finally some new piercings to add to the collection.on the 19th i added two new ones on my bottom lip and pierced my eyebrow...again...on another note id really like to know what the hell is going on ...
Posted by *meow* on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 07:17:00 PST

it never ceases to amaze me...

how much people can fuckin suck!!!its crazy to find out youve been played like a damn fool when all you were searching for was another person to give half a shit.you think you make a friend and come t...
Posted by *meow* on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 05:16:00 PST

i wanna hear it...

"Invincible" Follow through Make your dreams come true Don't give up the fight You will be alright 'Cause there's no one like you in the universe Don't be afraid What your mind conceives You should...
Posted by *meow* on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 03:59:00 PST

hmmm...damn feelings

i dont quite know what to say but ive decided id start writing blogs more often... ive had a pretty shitty week and it seems like whenever i think things are going to get better, it just gets way wors...
Posted by *meow* on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 07:10:00 PST

damn

i suppose it wouldnt hurt to expose myself a little. ive completely hated my week. getting stuck with only work, school or family, i am becoming increasingly irritated.  i need to be saved, where...
Posted by *meow* on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 08:39:00 PST

a poem...

what's the use of a title?they dont make itthe beautiful die in flame--suicide pills, rat poison, rope, what-ever...they rip their arms off,throw themselves out of windows,they pull their eyes from th...
Posted by *meow* on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 10:44:00 PST

i think i might have some slight emotional issues...

i dont know why but ive just been so emotionally insecure lately. i even did this super long online personality test and it said all kinds of things that were unfortunatly so true. theres something wr...
Posted by *meow* on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 09:40:00 PST