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I'm Kim. fuck whatcha hurd.

i dont strive for your acceptance and i couldnt care less what you think about me. i have accepted who i am and the mistakes i made, so what you think is what you think.. but who i am and the mistakes i have made is me& im quite comfortable with that. i am a peacful, caring person deep down under the sheilds i hold up. dont bring your drama to me. ive grown up enough to say that i dont have time or any care for it. thanks.
when it comes down to it, i can't help but be honest. hahaha. i know we're all liars deep down, but when it comes to serious topics, i stray away from them. i guess i cant stand to have a person on my vulnerable spots: my emotions. you have to know me for a while, and earn my trust. other than that, i cant quite explain it, you have to be around me to understand. its kind of like.. sarcasm with a brutal honest truth. what can i say? im a b!tc#.

i am highly independant and love to do things on my own, and im slowly learning what it really is to respect myself. i have been diagnosed with bipolar and sometimes i have a hard time keeping my moods under control, but im learning. i dont believe in violence.. i think its a waste of time and if someone isnt going to listen to you or respect what you have to say, then they still wont respect you anymore after you beat their face in. sure i have my days when i just want to beat the s#!t out of someone, but you arent worth my time, my energy, or my humility. like i said, i dont like to allow people to get to my emotions- I cant even control them.
i live my life without fear, knowing that we only have one chance; one life. id rather learn from my mistakes than just sit around and wonder.. what if? so i wont waste my life away by not taking those chances and loving the people around me to the fullest. and everyone tells me theyre afraid of death, theyre going to heaven or hell, or theyre going to wander the earth.. i think because i live my life with the expectancies of the ups and downs of life, i will one day, die in peace and remain that way. all i have to say is, if you dont like the way something is going on in your life, dont just sit around and take it. life is way too short; break the cycle.

"if you can’t handle me at my worst,
then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best"
♥Marilyn Monroe

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i got rid of who id like to meet because people dont seem to quite understand the concept that i already have everything i need and want in this life. Jacob Allen Burns, you're everything to me. how could i live in such a foul world without my sweetheart
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My Blog

today is every other day.

but to make it another day, i have to have a better state of mind. i cant really say that its simple, but its better to just keep your head up, until you feel the need to shout till your lungs give ou...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jun 2009 14:34:00 GMT

Life is good.

    Life will take you places that you never expected. No-- i feel i have fraised that incorrectly. God will take you places that you will never expect. Life is crazy that way. I'm constantly finding ...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 10:15:00 GMT

im alive

i wrote a sweet ass poem about what i was feeling, but completely lost it because this website sucks butthole.so neways i guess i have to just rewrite it in a direct manner and express what i am feeli...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Feb 2009 12:38:00 GMT

kiss my closing eyes. help me sleep without you.

time passes and heals wounds that where once unbearable and i feel no more.i do not feel the joy we once shared, but that- because of our seperation- i feel much closer to something.im not quite sure ...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 01:04:00 GMT

my heart on a shelf

its a secret we all hold deep insidebut yet everyone finds something to hide.id rather not say, then break what we haveso close to eachother, yet so far awayfrom the truth of how i feelconvince myself...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 19:11:00 GMT

days go by..

and i feel nothing but an empty void waiting to be filled. Jakes laugh seems like a distant sound to my ears, and the arms that where once my security seem so frail when he isnt here. i feel like im l...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 23:53:00 GMT

my life lately..

where to start..? my recent experiences lately have been comepletly crazy, but blissful i guess u could say. every day of my life, to watch things change and have learned to accept it. i feel deep dow...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 01:37:00 GMT

change..?

who ever said i liked change was a liar, but whoever said i wouldnt deal with change, IS an idiot. im a very stubborn person and ive come to that understanding with myself. but its awfully strange to ...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jul 2008 11:44:00 GMT

boys like you dime a dozen

love, a sad yet joyful word.you're there for me,and you know id give the world.but its not worth enough if there's something i cant see. you're looking for heartbreak,but so am i.one wish from you and...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 18:04:00 GMT

that something missing..

when you think you have everything in your life all figured out, something happens and proves you wrong. and no it isnt about him, it isnt about jake, it isnt about the weed, it isnt about my bipolar,...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 19:35:00 GMT