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beauty, the pledge of allegiance, and religion.

I'm watching Dr. Phil right now. He's having "beautiful people" on the show who despise "ugly people". The first guest thinks that she is flawless and that ugly people are beneath her. She is also say...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 14:08:00 GMT

a bit of ranting.

Earth. It gives all living things life and sustanance. So why is it that mankind keeps destroying it? I'm mostly talking about the American lifestyle, which is the most wasteful and unsustainable...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 08:54:00 GMT

and just boogie woogie with me.

It's been almost four months since I've self-harmed. It doesn't seem real to me. A year ago, I never would have imagined myself at this point. My self-esteem is higher than it's ever been. The ur...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 22:28:00 GMT

stfu.

Okay, seriously people. Shut the fuck up. I'm fucking sick and tired of hearing heartless sick fucking people saying ignorant things about William's death. I don't fucking care if you didn't like him,...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 22:12:00 GMT

two months.

Today marks two months. Two months without self-harming. I have mixed feelings about this. I'm proud of myself but at the same time, every part of my being is begging me to tear at my flesh. I miss th...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 11:14:00 GMT

because i can’t sleep.

Somebody PLEASE point me in the direction of some good band shows coming up. I'm fucking sick of going to shows where everyone JUST STANDS THERE. Seriously, why do you pay the cover just to stand arou...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 19:47:00 GMT

one month.

The one month mark is today. It's been exactly one month since I've self-harmed last.This makes me feel really good.
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 13:08:00 GMT

& the colors all turn grey without you.

I was hospitalized for relapsing on the 28th. I got out on the 2nd. I was at a hospital in Hoffman Estates and being there put things into perspective for me. Today is day 12 of me not relapsing. My a...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 22:17:00 GMT

scared as hell last night.

I spent three hours in the emergency room last night with my brother and my mom. My dad got into a car accident while driving home from work. He hit some ice and tipped the car over. I was shaking and...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 12:31:00 GMT

late night rantings.

 Fuck, I feel like ranting a bit. I hate the fact that self-mutilation is considered a fucking trend around the emo and scene subcultures. It makes me sick to stomach that people think it's a coo...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 23:00:00 GMT