I'll be away for a while. My father had a stroke at the end of April. So i'll be with him at the hospital until he recovers. I really won't have time to answer messages or comments. Thank you to everyone that has sent good wishes and prayers over to my family and I. I really appreciate it.
"Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. His life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words."
-Rainer Maria RilkeBesides reading this section to get know me. Read my journals. It’s hard to update the "about me" section because I always feel like a dork writing about...well...myself. lol....But here goes nothing....
I’m very boring. I really am. I don’t like to go out too often. I don’t go clubbing or dancing. I like staying at home or going to a friend’s house to relax and chill. Maybe watch a movie, play some board games or go out for a nice dinner. I also don’t like to spend too much money now days. It’s not because I’m cheap. It’s because I really want to save for a house, so that I could move my parents in and be closer to them. I’m also saving because I want to go back to college and get my degree.
I hardly drink or smoke anymore. Those days are over. It’s out of my system and I’ve moved on. I’ve already had that one experience of being ridiculously drunk out of my head and I’ve learned a good lesson that day. Life is too precious for me to do something stupid like that ever again. I always think about the people that love me. I think about how much I would hurt them if something were to happen to me. Look, I’m not writing this to judge you. I’m writing this because this is my profile and my life. If you want to drink and party till your 90, go for it. I just think that there are too many people in this world that don’t understand how life is too short.
I’m an old soul. I grew up very quickly when my brother passed away when I was 8 years old.
My biggest fear in life was being alone. I do not fear that anymore. I have great friends and a great family. Don’t get me wrong. It’s not a perfect family, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. My family is what made me who I am today.
I use to think that there’s always one perfect person for each individual out there. I do not know if I believe in that anymore. I use to also believe in true love. I don’t know about that either. But I know that I still keep true to my heart that if I do love you, I will always give you my love, trust and honor. Just like my tattoo says.
I’m a Gemini, but I don’t fit the stereotype. I don’t have 25 personalities. I do go through moods, but I hardly show it. It takes A LOT to piss me off, but once you do, I would recommend you to leave me alone. If you lie to me, you’re cut off. You might not think you are, but trust me, you are. I’ve let way too many people into my life that have taken me for granted, I am no longer that sucker.
I use to be extremely optimistic. I think I still am, but once in a while you’ll catch me being pessimistic. I like escaping, day dreaming and shopping. I love most seasons except for the summer. (You'll know why if you live in NYC.) I love animals, especially cats. I like the smell and sound of rain. I love eating food... especially. Korean, Italian and Chinese are my favorites. I like cleaning and moving my furniture around. I like painting rooms. I love the beach. Sunsets and sunrises. I LOVE baseball. GO YANKEES! BOSTON SUCKS! I like getting tattoos, it's a freeing experience. I like looking into people's eyes when they talk. I love smiles. I like it when I'm talking to my niece on the phone and she talk’s baby talk. Going bowling and making a fool out of myself. I like to learn new things. Meeting new people. I like making snow angels.
I’m also the person that will actually listen to you while you’re talking.
