My tongue dances behind my lips for you... |
Alot is going on right now but im keeping the whole positive,everything will be ok, mood. Cops just hate me and make me feel like stupid shit. :(
I found out my child is a boy.
I love my husband more ... Posted by on Sat, 08 Nov 2008 07:54:00 GMT |
Word to ya mother!!! |
So I totally dont think I should be this excited about it BUTTT... after 2 and a half weeks of feeling like I was gonna barf, I FINALLY DID! There was nothing in my stomach to c... Posted by on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 00:55:00 GMT |
When it rains, I dont mind... |
o man i am scared to death. im not saying i dont want the baby, but i dont wanna be the one to have to have the baby. i dont want my stomach to get bigger and i dont want a baby to blast outta my fano... Posted by on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 08:36:00 GMT |
In a violent world where deceptions free..... |
It has been a while since I last posted and alot has changed. I am still dealing with stuff from the past but also have moved on from some. I have a new job, no phone, gotten closer to some family and... Posted by on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 14:31:00 GMT |
Why cant you look? Why cant you look at me, see what I see?? |
And I said that this is ugly to me, The world is ugly to me. You are ugly to me, and I am ugly to me.
I haven't become all I want to be. I haven't become anything I need to be... Posted by on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 15:05:00 GMT |
Its like you never had wings.... |
Moving? Maby. Being happy?,possible...What do i want?I dont know. I just wish I knew what I was here for.or just that things werent the way they were.Ugh, nothing left to say....atm atleast.... &... Posted by on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 07:07:00 GMT |
Im playing the game, the one that will take me to my end,.. |
Im waiting for the rain, to wash who I am.
Everything gets worse. I dont want to deal with it anymore. I dont think I should. Alex may still love me, but not enough to want to be with me. I und... Posted by on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 10:29:00 GMT |
im fucked.. and it sucks... |
ok, its almost 2 am and alex is still making that cheesecake...(from a recipe his mom gave us) looks ahhh mazing!!! i am bored and i just fucking remembered i have to go to work in a couple hrs. today... Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 22:52:00 GMT |
Sir Kyle and Sir Derek,... |
Kyle and Derek,
You guys are the shit! Thank you two so much for hanging out tonight. It really really really meant alot to me! I think we had so much fun, hahaha. And Kyle thank ... Posted by on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 02:46:00 GMT |
dont let me get in the way. |
i think im off to bed or something where i can lay and think about what has happened in the past week... the mistakes and shit i have made, how i have proven myself to be a total bitch whore...etc....... Posted by on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 21:44:00 GMT |