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About Me

i long to play the quitar...i love to draw. it takes me out of my head long enough to forget everything that has happened or is going on around me at the time, which is usually a bunch of meaningless crap that people dwell on and waste way to much of their energy on and need to get over! it's like the world doesn't even exist when the pencil touches the paper, it all floats away and that's the way i like it. i am someone who is always the listener, always, and i am content with that. i don't like to talk about myself, ever. if you are one of my true friends you know that. and to those friends...i know how frustrated you get when i cant open up and tell you what's wrong or what's going on, please understand that it has nothing to do with you or our friendship, it's just me. that's how i am and i cant help it..i truely wish i could! anytime i am having a conversation with a person i always redirect the subject back to them and in most cases they are fine with it and so am i. there is enough cocky-ass people in this world that we dont need another! its not that i have that low of self esteem, i just rather prefer listening to other peoples' stories and experiences and hearing their life story, i love it. i thrill off of it. i have been through minimal experiences compared to ANYONE that i have ever met, so in turn i feel boring and uninteresting..that may or may not be the case but that is the way i feel and that is the reason i hate talking about myself. BUT....i am usually happy and very giggly. i always, always, most likely have a smile on my face. i try to always have fun because that's what life should be about! returning to your childlike ways, not having to care about anything and just marveling in the moment. "life isn't measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the number of moments that take our breath away!"found this stars layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People who are not fake or judge and people who do NOT lie! Trust me, its tough... and plus people who do not play mind games. i have just come to this realization on how much i dESPISE these people! stupidity of the highest porportions.but on the lighter side...some cool ass, laid back, FUN/funny, chill people! so.....heeeey! haha

My Blog

regrets that break you down inside

you acted ASHAMED. ashamed that it was ME. well FUCK YOU. you took something from me that you didn't DESERVE. that you didn't even CARE to want. i have the RIGHT to be ashamed. NOT YOU. as...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 11:04:00 GMT