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Krissy A

say something bc you have something to say not just to say something

About Me

I'm learning.................................................... ............................................................ ...........................................as well, a beautiful boy a number one to my two has given me the first journal I plan to overfill with thoughts, to do lists, bad drawings and words I think, never say, but live by I usually start and never finish my journals but I feel more complete being alone right now....I am flaky but appreciative, but when I am flaky I feel too bad to initiate a return at times, but when I see you again I will love you and be as interested in what you say as I was the first time...I am not sorry I am not perfect, but I am sorry you think I might be. (for k.t.)I scored a 93% on the "how fucking JERSEY are you?" Quizie! What about you?

My Interests

change, mannerisms, swaggers and struts, leans and talking eyes...I love learning about how people grew up so I can have beter insight into thier reactions...I like nonsensical things that matter to noone but me, 5% of the world and people that get it in the same way I do...paying attention to the days and breezes....never knowing where I will wake up..cooking for people who like the way I cook...making people notice the world more than blank forward stares...I love everyone until they fuck me over, but even then I love them for life lessons and conditioning me to the pains that are, and the ability for me to not let them bother me....zen, karma, fate, understanding, true love, passion, politics, shmoozing, owning it and friends I hope to have made/make and never lose.

I'd like to meet:

passionate wierdo's, people who blur gender lines or are sexually deviant and untraditional, people who look at life with a romantic heart and a critical lens, risk takers,those who are virtuous loyal chivalris and faithful, people with something meaningful to say...examples:bjork, eddie vedder, david bowie

Music:

Meghanstorm, Fiona Apple, Murder City Devils, rolling stones, Rainer Maria, the pixies, con amore, motown!, do wop,the apathy code, bjork, the cure, Elvis costello, Cindy Lauper, Fiona Apple, Q and not U, The Faint,v.i.p., the strokes, hawney troof, Etta JAmes, big band, and soooooo much more I'd need a week to write it all
pearl jam - do the evolution
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Movies:

PARTY MONSTER GUMMO ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MINDHEATHERS TEEN WITCH FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS MATRIX BASKETBALL DIARIES THE FISCHER KINGHARRY AND THE HENDERSONS DROP DEAD FREDWAYNES WORLD BRAIN DONORSCATALINA SIXTYNINEONE OF THE GUYSHAROLD AND KUMARbasically anything that has nothing to do with ted bundy

Television:

twin peaks, ren and stimpy, dave chapelle, south park, hey arnold, family guy, simpsons, dinosaurs, pete and pete, roundhouse, cosby show, oh and because i'm stepping out with MR. T i'd have to say the a team..."listen to your momma...stay in school" MR.T didn't raise no fool

Books:

DISCO BLOODBATH, our guys, the simpsons and philosophy, smoke and mirrors, marajuana myth marajuana fact, collected works from rainer maria-rylke, pablo neruda numbered sonetts, crime and punishment, the giving tree, a light in the attic, where's waldo, ZEN AND THE ART OF MOTORCYCLE MAINTENENCE

Heroes:

old Jason,and hopefully new Kristina, MEGHAN O'RIELLY-GREEN, S.Bones,caitlyn from R.M. and H.S.Thompson. R.I.P.,

My Blog

a continuation of the storm from deckside

(Here I am. Staring at cursive on a pile of mix tapes. old recordings, I hope wouldn't have melted. and I can only hear a few songs before I flip sides and write)       I hear you over ...
Posted by Krissy A on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 10:34:00 PST

because you asked

I try to ignore your cry but there are no walls thick enough in any houseI hear you at workand in my deepest sleep.Your sadness is hard to ignoremy heart wells until its beat puddles and form ringsa c...
Posted by Krissy A on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 03:07:00 PST

Game full of errors.

we could have easily been state champsmistakeswere grace fallencoutned before handwe loved this togetherbut just bc youre the player doesnt mean youre the only one out there we were waiting ...
Posted by Krissy A on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 02:21:00 PST

something I wrote after I was homeless for 3 months on my first night without a real bed

Bedless without reconcilliation to prior diminishing attributes that happen to be myselfthis makes true friendship hard. I know faults I ownyou may deem romantic tonight and demonic tomorrowand I don'...
Posted by Krissy A on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 01:49:00 PST

another crappy prose verse (humdrum poetry I use to try and trick my brain)

I don't want to know too much of who I am inside or outwhat defines myselfwords not made up by my own designadjectivescursesto know myself too well, is to deny changeto allow you to name me denies tru...
Posted by Krissy A on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 01:32:00 PST

I thought this was supposed to be a cruise, but it turned out to be a shipwreck

and it started with youbefore then a mixfelt it but no comprehensionyou opened flood gatesbut I kept them openand drownedplayback of a recordon a ship in need of capsizeon spirited waters far from sur...
Posted by Krissy A on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 02:38:00 PST

a song for a rock and roll side project...or a genre bender for the girls

I've been writing in this journal a boy who once liked me, gave to me after a kiss that lasted only two days...he told me, I was magic, and I've heard it ever since and owe him thanks for a journal th...
Posted by Krissy A on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 02:27:00 PST

dad, please excuse the vulgarity of this one, but it's for emphasis

raped of me by youAnd you'll never know how much this hurt meyou let me down in the fall of falland I thought that you'd never let me down again.a best friend to fuck because I couldn't call it lovebu...
Posted by Krissy A on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 12:27:00 PST

Dracula

you disguise yourself befriend for blood and statusyou're out to change once mortals into deadly materialistic evillike drugscocaine mirrors your life so wellsynthetic and fake just like you have to b...
Posted by Krissy A on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 01:44:00 PST

between the sky and the bottom of the hudson

long drive down 9 connecting all points of life,I watch flight patterns as you tell me things I don..t care about, meaningless garbage you tell about yourself and things you..ve seen and done and real...
Posted by Krissy A on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 01:29:00 PST