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nathan

ego_morior

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Ed Mcmahon, Dick Clark, Bob Villa, "Beat" Takashi, hey you wanted to know who I'd like to meet and I want to meet them.. shut up.

Music:

Halcali, Techno anything (prefer hardcore, trance, or industrial) Morning Masume, Aya Matsura, Ayume Hamasaki, Voltaire, The Cure, Bauhaus, Skinny Puppy, Negativland, Love and Rockets, Suzanne Vega, Izreal Kamikawiwa'ole, Monty Python, Magnetic Fields, Mr. Bungle, Faith No More, David Bowie, Sisters of Mercy, Leonard Cohen, Pigface, Underworld, Men At Work, Mira, Stevie Ray Vaughan, Stray Cats, They Might Be Giants, Ministry, shall i go on? Johnny Cash, Orbital, Marianne Faithfull.. ok thats enough for now.

Movies:

City Of Lost Children, Amalie, anything with the Marx brothers, Leon the Professional etc...

Television:

Azumanga Daioh, Jungle Wa Itsumo Hale Nochi Guu, Fullmetal Alchemist, Macross, Futurama, Simpsons, Family Guy

Books:

Lamb: the Gospel According to Biff, Geek Love, Ethical Slut, Dune, anything by Philip K Dick, the Ender saga by Orson Scott Card, William S Burroughs, Charles Bukowski, the HitchHikers Trilogy (all 5 books) etc...

Heroes:

Anyone who can make something of their life, who can finish school, who can do something that they feel is really worth while.

My Blog

I HATE IT HERE

I HATE IT HERE     I hate it here. I woke up at 6:45 this morning to make an 8:15 from Boise to SLC. Utah. I hate this city. I hate the smell. Boise isn't much of a town but SLC has t...
Posted by nathan on Fri, 14 Oct 2005 12:58:00 PST

waiting for tomorrow

well.. its thursday. I guess I should be happier than I am. Tomorrow I go to the doctor again. To get the results from my MRIs.. to be honest.. I'm a little nervous. Who knows what they will or wont f...
Posted by nathan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

july 15, 05. why should I sleep?

I am 25 years old. I have wasted the past 5 years of my life. I always wanted to think that there would be time later. That I could somehow make it up. Now I know that I can't. It really is a disappoi...
Posted by nathan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

today today today

     I saw my brother last night and my nose started to hurt. He came to give me a hug, beer in hand, and I turned away because last time we drank together he tried to fight m...
Posted by nathan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

old writing

Snake bite from Medusa and the Wyrd sisters are eating their words. Sometimes even fate gets fucked over. Patrick drove the snakes from Ireland not for fear of God but penis envy. Hades never was a ba...
Posted by nathan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

august 2000

 Blind hallucination and visions of sound beat skulls  with feather pillows of revelation.  Throbbong heads jam themselves into the almighty asses of conformity.    &nbs...
Posted by nathan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

newsflash august 2000

     Homemade nuerosis sold in screwtop mason jars available now only at your local alternate reality shop.      Multiple lawsuits have been merged to produce t...
Posted by nathan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

august 2000

Shadows write lyrics to songs unspoken more clearly than news print under flouresant lights as apathy beats a passionate tune through silent steel kettle drums. Eyes so wide no light can enter. Dirt c...
Posted by nathan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

recurring nightmares

All voices screamed in unison from the recesses of his head. Echoes reverberated through his skull like they would the walls of canyons long ago left for dust. "Don't wake up," they said, "don't wake ...
Posted by nathan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

same day

Incoherant information like the reality of hallucination is reality. Rabit pitbull drinking tea and playing house with the cute and fuzzy bunnies who poison their tea. Drink up you angry fucker. Our l...
Posted by nathan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST