I have spent a long time, 47 years to be exact, stifling my fantasy side. Oh, I would jokingly let parts of it out, now and again, but felt foolish regardng conventional wisdom, etc. I have relatives who express themselves in ways that interest me, but my particular family ridicules them. It makes me sad, and I have never participated,but probably because I have only dabbled with the exact same beliefs and interests. I am SICK of hiding who I am right now. I wonder if I am interested in fantasy because my reality sux right now (and for the past 20 years). Not terrible, and I really don't whine or feel sorry for myself, I just need a break. A spiritual, mental,emotional, physical break. I don't really care. I just want a safe place to explore that side.  A place where my family or friends don't judge me, but a place where it is possible that I could meet other people with similar interests and exploration. I want a pretty place with butterflies and angels and fairies and where everything happens for a reason and everything makes sense and I don't have to worry about professional grammar and phrasing and can just run on and on and on...........I want a world where all people get along. I want a world of peace and serenity and beauty. I want a world of joy!!!! I want to feel energized not exhausted. I want a clean and healthy world. {}
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