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Is it everything you expected and more?

I Don't give enough Damn to Give a Fuck..

About Me

Hello my name is Carla Lu and I enjoy: Pocka Dots on my clothing. Hot long showers with Daniel or alone. Eating Double Rainbow Ice Cream Blueberry being the best one. Love Hello Kitty And Sailor Moon For like Ever… Wearing My skull Bandana that Susan from work got me. Lessoning to a new Cd like 50 million kazillion times until I need to hide it for like three months cause I killed it. Seeing Coins all over my room and sometimes getting stuck on my feet… Going to parties where I know hardly anyone and leaving knowing everyone talked to me… Yeppy. Going to the Movies the bloodier the better. Making out and touching. Seeing people that I haven’t seen in like forever. Trying one clothes that hasn’t fit for years and is too loss cause I over did it with losing weight, but who cares right… Sleeping on my Pink Bed with hello kitty and seeing Dan in pink Sheets he looks so Damn cute in all that pink on a Saturday morning. Ummm yeah I guess that is it for know. I Don't have A job at the moment, and are not looking for a stupid job but something that i would love to do. Not quite sure what though heheheh...
If I could I would crawl into a hole
and forget the world
forget all the terrible thing that have happened
and are soon to happen
let go of all the empty and meaningless promises
and every person who ever
destroyed and broke my heart and soul
forget all the lies and evil people..

My Interests

Don’t let the World Deceive you
Don’t let their words betray you
Don’t let their lies Deceive you

I'd like to meet:

I would love to have meet me if i hadn't Done Drugs and see what i would have become? Ummm....You should hear about eveything that drags me down...is me being what i have become... And letting me fall apart.. oh no the truth comes out i'm a fucking Junky.

Music:


Jack Off Jill
Fiona Apple The presidents of the united states of America Poe Garbage Tori Amos DragonForce The Black Dahlia Murder Mushroomhead The killers... Depeche Mode Placebo Yeah Yeah Yeahs Thursday Damone TV on the Radio Smashing Pumpkins Juliette and the Licks Soulfly Sevendust Lollipop Lust Kill School Girl Knife Fight 3 Inches Of Blood Motograter Nevermore Avenged sevenfold Nekromantix transplants Ill nino Tiger Army Misfits Voodoo glow skulls Deftones AFI KMFDM The cardigans Veruca salt Atreyu Stone temple pilots The cranberries Saves the day Death before dancing American head charge Horrorpops Snake river conspiracy Zztop Dead kennedys Ramones Megadeth Casualties Adicts Fate worse than death Suicidal tendencies Rancid Death by stereo Hank williams The clash Killswitch engageDon’t let the World Deceive you
Don’t let their words betray you
Don’t let their lies Deceive you
Eazy-e Social distortion
Some of this Bands i grew to like...

Movies:


Television:


Books:



Heroes:

My MOM
Even though ever sicne vanessa came home.. she totally repaced me.. fucker..

My Blog

Status:

..> Status: In a Relationship Have been for about four months get along very well never fight and if we do Its Abou, Here for: Friends Very true if you look at this your a buddy... Orientation: S...
Posted by Is it everything you expected and more? on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 04:42:00 PST

Have you seen what i lost?

My Skull sweater(the one that looks like my tattoo) my Journal with the Afi sticker The second Horrorpop CD My Soul...
Posted by Is it everything you expected and more? on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 04:38:00 PST

Getting Started with the Begining of my life...

Here i go once again, trying life on for a better size, hopefully this time i'll make it with two jobs and Daniel by myside, Get a place that is just for me and my things leave my mom behind and my li...
Posted by Is it everything you expected and more? on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 09:35:00 PST

Daniel and I sitting in a Tree....

I'm so so happy... i finally found someone that cares just as much about me as i do for them... Daniel your so dead sexy and i'm happy that we are together and i love everything about you and i hate ...
Posted by Is it everything you expected and more? on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 06:53:00 PST

Life is how you make it...

First, there is Gratitude. When we do a mental and spiritual inventory of all that we have, we realize that we are very rich indeed.Gratitude gives way to Simplicity the desire to clear out, pare dow...
Posted by Is it everything you expected and more? on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 02:06:00 PST

true Happiness

Happy are those who reject the advice of evil men Who do not follow the example of sinners Or  join those who have no use for god. Instead they find joy in obeying the law of  the lord. And ...
Posted by Is it everything you expected and more? on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 02:39:00 PST