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im sensitive and caring tho somtimes it doesnt show i love to be outside being indoors drives me nuts i have this vision of me being happy even tho its far off im slowly getting there im not perfect either im so flawed that a precision cutter could not fix me but oh and i love having people to talk to when im nervous or upset talking fixes it and im very humble yet semi demanding i can be moody but mainly im happy well thats me

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Dark angel

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

any one really ilove friends and i am gay but i have strait friends so im not the steryotypical gay who "only wants gay friends" so if you have personality add me
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The Part of You That No One Sees
You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.
You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.
You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.

Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.
Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.
You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

My Blog

lonliness and suicide

so yeah have you ever just wanted for some1 to just grab you and hold you not carin who it was im at that point i also just like wish to die i hate my life atm idk i want to feel wanted ugh what ev l8...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 01:49:00 GMT

so yeah

its been a couple of days yet im still like majorly depressed and stuff like idk i want to talk about it but then again i wont simply cuz i hate it i hate being like this for days yearning for my exis...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 13:48:00 GMT

fuck off

so yeah what a life i have my friends leave me for douche bag exes not knowing wjhat went on in our relationship not knowing how much emotional tormoil i had to bear and i i sit here contemplating tak...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 23:30:00 GMT

i hate life

well lets see i hate life and quite frankly want it to end i work a crummy job i dnt have my own place and my mom thinks i should die but then again is death really so bad if it means the end of pain ...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 23:24:00 GMT

the beginning of my novel

It was dark and stormy as Sara tossed and turned and attempted sleep. Yet all she could think of was that terrifying night ten years ago.It was her twentieth birthday. her and her family had just fini...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 23:55:00 GMT

lilly ann

there is this lovely young lady that means alot to me and at the time she thinks me a faciaist monster although if she knew the status on the whole thing im sure she might understand the course of my ...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 07:23:00 GMT

losses gotta count em

late night cake batter and my thoughts

so i have sat here an since about 11 its now 5 am playing world of warcraft im a geek ugh and i swear to god lack of sleep is driving me nuts so yeah i caught a field mouse today shes adoreable i name...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 03:57:00 GMT

drama no thanx

no thank drama is not my category ya know and i dont lie about what i do so yeah i just want all of this bullshit to fucking stop its childish and retarded so it needs to end if u hear things ab...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 18:06:00 GMT

life as of now

yeah my life isnt glamorous it is very boring i have no friends in this town and all but you know what i got love it may notmake people like paris hilton or britney spears happy it may not make you ha...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 17:50:00 GMT