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About Me

"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -M. Monroe
Hello. I am a walking shadow.
If I had any common sense I'd be dead, but I hold onto the hope that I'm not the only one that feels the way I do or at least the only one who accepts me for who I am.
But that's just one side of me.
In actuality, I am just someone who shatters her own dark classiness with unremitting vulgarity.
Therefore, I'll try again...
Hi. I am the fool who doesn't know who the hell she is.
I am a musician, a writer, a poet, a drifter, a thrill seeker, a preacher.
I am infinitely evil, infinitely good, an optimistic pessimist, a violent pacifist, a defeatist.
I am a common distortion of the popular opinion in which we all have been given...
yet I shed all labels.
I am me.
I am nothing less.
"The substance of the vastness is so directly perceivable to itself in every moment that the circuitry at times requires another adjustment phase to get used to more infinite awareness. When asked who I am, the only answer possible is: I am the infinite, the vastness that is the substance of all things. I am no one and everyone, nothing and everything -- just as you are."
Suzanne Segal--
Collision with the Infinite

My Interests

Music, poetry, movies, Italian food, parties, reality TV, photography, blogging, going to wal-mart in the wee hours of the morning, midnight munchie runs, meeting new people, going to concerts, playing board games, coffee, laughing, random acts of drunkenness, kissing, traveling, monkeys and more.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who doesn't annoy the shit out of me. Someone who loves life as much as me. Someone who enjoys a night of dancing, good music, good movies, great friends, acts of randomness, and a fair amount of craziness. Someone who can listen as well as carry on a conversation, someone with a personality and can enjoy a good amount of sillyness, someone who is open-minded and enjoys the fact that people are different because I am beyond different and so are my friends...so deal!

Rest in Peace Teena. You will be missed.

Music:

I'm incredibly open minded when it comes to music, I'll listen to just about anything that has a decent beat to it. Though I do seem to find myself on a trip-hop addiction lately. Favorites include Morcheeba, Bjork, Garbage, Lisa Loeb & Nine Stories, Theivery Corporation, Handsome Boy Modeling School, Zero 7, Tricky, The Postal Service, Massive Attack, Kidney Thieves, My Life with the Thrill Kill Cult, and many MANY others.

Beyond the genre listed, I do also listen to punk rock, metal, ska, "stoner rap", rockabilly and a bunch of other various genres I'm sure I forgot to mention.

Movies:

If it's scary, or funny, or if something blows up every 15 seconds, then I'm there.

Television:

Adult Swim. 'Nuff said.

Books:

Recently picked up a "Essential Poems and Tales from Edgar Allen Poe." I know, I rock.

Heroes:

Barbie doll. That bitch has it all!

My Blog

Parentheses (A Poem).

..> ..> ..>..>i'm a fraud (with the way i'm stealing your heart)i'm the corner of every tight lipped smileaudit my consciencevoting on sell outs and broken (playground) promisesmake me the face o...
Posted by Mary Jane on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 04:58:00 PST

That Moment.

There is something that has always bothered me about life. Yes I am referring to life as a simple noun that everyone experiences and has the same outcome because this is how life is treated. In "life"...
Posted by Mary Jane on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 12:50:00 PST

All or Nothing.

There is a time in our lives when we have to choose a path our life will take. Usually it falls into three options: 1) Quit (stop doing whatever it is)2) Continue as is3) Make some changes. W...
Posted by Mary Jane on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 12:29:00 PST

On sucking and related sucky things.

You ever come across someone who is completely incapable of doing one thing right yet they continue to do it? Or how about the person that sees someone do something and they act a fool trying to...
Posted by Mary Jane on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 02:20:00 PST

Expand your mind. Expand yourself.

Expand your minds! OK, it sounds like a statement from some cheesy sixties road movie, but it's actually a requirement of living a big life. Unsurprisingly, I'm not talking about chemic...
Posted by Mary Jane on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 05:32:00 PST

Puzzle Pieces.

Do you ever get the feeling that you are missing a small piece to a puzzle? That one important piece that allows you to see what the picture is? I have that feeling. It's driving me mad.
Posted by Mary Jane on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 12:18:00 PST

Resolutions.

Why is it when a new year approaches we tend to feel as though we have a new lease on life? Why do we think that everything that happened in the past year just disappears and we get to start anew? We ...
Posted by Mary Jane on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 03:13:00 PST

Bored, Boring.

I'm feeling a distinct lack of inspiration these days. Everything I think of to write about seems trite, or dull, or pointless. I haven't been writing here, or commenting elsewhere, because I don't fe...
Posted by Mary Jane on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 03:02:00 PST

Your Funeral.

You ever wonder when you die how many people will show up at your funeral or who? What if you went your whole life thinking that you had a ton of friends and everyone was a fan of you or least respect...
Posted by Mary Jane on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 10:33:00 PST

Explain Grey Area.

torrent of windsfragile things, Obliviousto awakenings, breathsthe torment of fear. infection of causefree of tremblingfear only screaming, blissbleed worth and rescind. sickness fedpain revealedappar...
Posted by Mary Jane on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 01:31:00 PST