Ceseli [UNDEAD]

i’m sorry,

I can't be perfect. in fact, much less. I get mad too easily. I get confused too much. I regret too many things I do even though I tell myself I'll start thinking before I do things. ...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 20:40:00 GMT

Everything’s Magic?

no, it's not. nothing is. and nothing ever will be. at least that's how I see things right now.   I used to be so happy and carefree and believe that everything happens for a reason, and if thing...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 21:16:00 GMT

ive never been more

depressed before... ever, everything is crashing down on me. I thought I finally got it right, but I guess I really didn't. I saw my future and now.. I don't see it anymore. I thought I was loved in a...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 15:09:00 GMT

Every since I can remember,

I've loved Valentine's day. I don't know why.. so many people hate it and they are like.. "im always alone,or I've had a bad experience with, or .. i never have a boyfriend on Valentine's day.." ...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 19:58:00 GMT

this is mainly for myself.

All of my life there has always, always been at least something... at least one thing I'm sure about.. always. Even though sometimes, it's changed, and I've been wrong about something I was so su...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 10:09:00 GMT

Cause I MISS YOU MORE than I did Yesterday..definitely..

Yeah well. Me and my friend Lauren were supposed to go see My Chemical Romance in Columbus on Tuesday. so her parents rented a hotel and everything.. we drove up there.. and found out that it was post...
Posted by on Thu, 03 May 2007 15:51:00 GMT

i want roses for Valentine's day..

WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU- CHASE MEWHEN I POUT MY LIPS- KISS MEWHEN I KICK & PUNCH- HOLD ME TIGHTWHEN I CALL YOU A LOSER- JUST KNOW THAT YOUR MY LOSERWHEN I AM SILENT- IM THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LO...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 09:45:00 GMT

I don't know..what you did. but you did, but you did.

Lately I've been having the feeling.. i just want to die. But everyone goes through the same thing that I am going through.. I've been through it before even, just not as bad. my nerves are so bad the...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 11:00:00 GMT

secret

my secret got posted.   http://postsecret.blogspot.com/ wonder if you know. which one it is.
Posted by on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 21:09:00 GMT

I'm not okay. (i promise.)

yeah so pretty original title I know, but it's so true. if you really want to know my EXACT feelings then listen to Dashboard Confessional's Rapid Hope Loss. it's just exactly true. but despite all of...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 13:40:00 GMT