My son was the most happiest, smartest, delightful,most active child you could ever meet.On February 4, 2008 my son Jaydon “Jay†was diagnosed with a malignant Grade$ brain tumor. The prognosis was a death sentence. As the words 6months to a year to live rolled off the doctors tongues our life as we know it had shattered right before our eyes in an instant.We agreed as a family for the doctors to do everything they could to enchance the quality of life Jay had left. During surgery doctors were only able to remove 35% of the tumor. The tumor had grown into parts of the brain they were'nt able to remove without causing extensive damage.
What was a "tumor" technically at that point became brain cancer.After surguries, chemotherapy and radiation, month after month of living in a hospital, experiencing a loss that had not manifest in the physical form yet, I often thought of how blessed I was through this thick cloud. Although the pain was unbearable it seemed I could only think of how beautiful Jaydon's birth was, I had to laugh and play with him as much as I could.When I would talk to people they would say "I dont know how you can go through this I could'nt do it" well I would said to myself obviously not thats why you were'nt assigned with the task. I wish this was one of those times that God would'nt have chosen me.I didnt know from day to day, hour by hour or minute by minute how I would handle seeing Jaydon's health deteriorate before my eyes. What was worse is there wasnt a damn thing anyone could do to stop it. Jaydon's father and I had a prayer schedule 4am, 10am, 3pm, 8pm, and midnight. Slowly I began accept what we had to endure.Three months later we were released from the hospital.
I was at home with my son and this no good prognosis. What did I do? Well "Trust God" and I have'nt lost my mind.This experience taught me a lot so if I would name a few it would be love and love hard, patience, endurance, gentleness and to believe god knows best.Jaydon Christopher went home to be with the Lord and took his rightful place as an angel on December 8,2008. A four year old-scholar in life that no one will ever forget.Jaydon mommy really misses you!!!!!
LOOK WHERE GOD HAS BROUGHT ME FROM!!!!!
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