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About Me

i love connection. i get nostalgic like crazy, and do these mad myspace searches for everyone i can think of from my past.

but there is that annoying complication about how i was probably so different when you knew me. i identified as a girl, i probably hid behind my hair a lot, i was hella awkward. i'm still hella awkward, but the name has changed. i still wear glasses, but they're theoretically ironically geeky rather than accidentally so.

who i am now is shy, silly, friendly, childlike, earnest, big-eyed, and sooo not butch. i still live for writing, but i rarely do it. and lately my life is full of kids.

my real goal in life is to be the realest real that ever was real.

i try too hard. i am strangely intimate.

i'm really happy these days.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

nice people from my past and people who will laugh at my jokes and nice people from my past who will laugh at my jokes. people who will write me letters.

My Blog

life is a mystery, everyone must stand alone, i hear you call my name, and it feels like home

secret is flopped on puck who has been asleep for hours even though it took them hours to get to sleep. i am awake in that way that sometimes happens when it's already the middle of the night so why ...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 03:25:00 GMT

ch-ch-ch-changes

my face may actually be starting to get fuzzy. the voice changes i imagine are probably just allergy related. and i think my sex drive is pretty strong considering the fact that it's summe...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 22:47:00 GMT

this is how i am butch.

her name is sugar kane. she loves olympia.
Posted by on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 17:20:00 GMT

this entry is about purging. but the kind that happens in winter, not in the tummy.

it's the time of year where i just want to get rid of all my possessions, while i re-collect all the dear things that were lost.. it's the time of year where i never/always want to be alone.&nbs...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 10:54:00 GMT

of course i'm updating on thanksgiving.

wow. i just discovered that all along, i've said i was interested in <i>hedwig and the angry itch</i>. that makes me want to vomit. i'm pining for disneyland and expensive sheets an...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Nov 2005 12:03:00 GMT

i do believe in cubbies. i do i do.

what can i even say. i want to tell the world how i feel right now. identities intersecting in the most beautiful ways. i forgot this could happen. i forgot this was allowed.&n...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jun 2005 17:51:00 GMT

cheesy quote that i love.

We have a great deal more kindness than is ever spoken. The whole human family is bathed with an element of love like a fine ether. How many persons we meet in houses, whom we scarcely speak to, who...
Posted by on Tue, 24 May 2005 17:41:00 GMT

zine.

right. i don't plan to post much here. but i've got a new zine out. i'm kind of broke so i sort of need to ask for the money for it, basically to cover the postage, but yes... issue ..11 of the ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 May 2005 21:42:00 GMT