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I've created my myspace page about 2 years ago. Ever since then I wasn't able to describe myself , to complete the section “About me”. That was the worst section for me. About me... What should one write in several words in order to defne a personality. And is it possible to define a human soul? Maybe just make up something that doesn’t exist but sounds poetic ,self-confident, artistic…No, that’s not about me for sure… So maybe that’s the answer ! Just try to define what is NOT about me… So that’s NOT about me: To do something in order to please someone. To choose superficiality instead of depth. To love with an ulterior motive. To presume that I completely know something. To be scared to love again. To accept racism, the tears of a child or of a mother. To tolerate stupidity and rudeness . To pray because everybody else does. To stop asking questions…To stop loving my profession with a fanatic dedication. To betray a friend. To humiliate someone just cause I have the power to. To follow somebody else’s example but not my own path. To neglect my parents. Not to fight against harshness, violence and ignorance. Not to live…not dare to try. To give up… The last year I probably betrayed every and each of these statements to some extent. But today I know I can be better. And I have to fight for it every day… To fight for something that I don’t wanna be… So about me…My name is Sabina Akhmedova. I’m an actress and nothing else. I’m Armenian, Persian, Jewish. And I’m as complex a human being as everybody else with everything this entails. And I’m not afraid of it!********************************************************* ** *********************************************************** Tired with all these, for restful death I cry, As, to behold desert a beggar born, And needy nothing trimm'd in jollity, And purest faith unhappily forsworn, And guilded honour shamefully misplaced, And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted, And right perfection wrongfully disgraced, And strength by limping sway disabled, And art made tongue-tied by authority, And folly doctor-like controlling skill, And simple truth miscall'd simplicity, And captive good attending captain ill: Tired with all these, from these would I be gone, Save that, to die, I leave my love alone. -William Shakespear 66 sonnet****************************************************** *** ********************************************************** ****"I wrestle alone in the dark,in the deep dark..." Virginia Woolf ************************************************************ ** MY HEADSHOTSAWARDS,EVENTS,E.T.CPICTURES FROM MAGAZINESMY DEMO REEL