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Sono iL Suo Schiavo

Why do you need God, when you have me....

About Me

I have an off beat kind of blood flow that runs through my veins, it prevents me from being like everyone else. Sometimes, I don't think I'm respected or taken as serious as I should be. I live in my self-loathing, that's when my alter-ego comes into play. I am vulnerable at times, but who isn't? I have developed a passion for my pain. I wake up everyday confused and journey into the unknown. Can you help me? I hate planning ahead and rather go with my own flow, it's not always a good thing. I've seen the world through the eyes of a married woman and that's not want I want for myself. Loneliness is the human condition, I'm only preparing for the future. I am a very passionate person. I love animals, I love fighting for the conservation and protection of those with no voice, the unseen, the unheard.......you get it. I don't wear fur and I don't eat meat. Which means what children?? Let me hear it... I AM A VEGAN! I have very unconventional ethics, what can I say. I have a love/hate relationship with life, it all depends on what day it is. I am extremely silly and this may be the reason why no one can take me seriously. Fuck it! I don't plan on changing! I am genetically predisposed to becoming an alcoholic by the time I'm 26 and I'm excited. I have stepped outside my box years ago and as I get older it gets harder and harder for me to live in this world. My ending is inevitable."When your life gets complicated and the weasels start closing in, the only cure is to load up on heinous chemicals and then drive like a bastard from Hollywood to Las Vegas... with the music at top volume..." -HST.. .. ..

My Interests

I have developed a sick new obsession with guns and am eager to possess a firearm. Knives and swords are another new one. I do assure you that no animal will be harmed. People? Well, I make no promises there. Let's see, other capitivating pleasures include: FUCKING BEER EH!!... Sharks...animals...shoes....meditiation....pagan history....reading...words...candles....science....oceanogra pgy....marine biology....The Amazon...tattoos...piercings...BEER...I love the word "fuck"....swimming...drinking.....beer.... ...veganism/vegetarianism...Hunter S. Thompson...Che Guevara...painting....hugging trees....walking barefoot in mud or on grass.....things that are squishy....BEER...green tea...diving under a wave and just letting my body go to be swept away by the current ....flowers...accupunture....old houses....haunted houses...serial killers...BEER...lavender...digging my feet in the sand....laughing...wanting to be happy....wanting to be loved.....helping people...kisses...sandlewood...the color purple....the color blue....black.....BEER...taking naps.......dreaming....nightmares... my insomnia....partying....bars.......crying...water...purple staind skin from eating pomagrantes...baby animals...old friends...new friends....bonfires....Santa Barbara....scruffy looking men.....hugging the people I love....road rage....BJs (take it how ever you pleasure)..rock n roll...heavy metal...death metal...protest music...cigars....BEER...death...life......my anger...my cynicism...my self-loathing...my hate...my hurt......my broken heart...my will...my own death..

I'd like to meet:

A Great White Shark!!!

Movies:

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas...Jesus' Son... Kill Bill vol.1 and 2...Pulp Fiction...Reservoir Dogs...A Clockwork Orange...Motorcycle Diaries...Ghost World....Igby Goes Down...Half Baked...Jim Carey movies...Lord of the Rings and Matrix trilogy... STAR WARS!!...Indiana Jones...Troy...Gladiator...The Ring...Friday the 13th... Nightmare on Elm...I love the Boogeyman!... Tim Burton films(Ed Wood and Nightmare before Christmas ect)...Requim for a Dream...Disney movies...Rejected...Any movie with Samuel Jackson .......to name a few. Quills...Lost in Translation...Virgin Suicides...Caligula...Taxi Driver...blah, blah, blah!! I like alot of fucking movies..there's that word 'fuck' again!!

Television:

Boondocks! The Simpsons...Family Guy...Foster's Home of Imaginary Friends..The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy.. (Yea..so what!! I ♥ effin cartoons!!!).. Adult Swim is the best!!...Aviatar: The Last Air bender...ROBOT CHICKEN...Okay you get it...Buffy The Vampire Slayer...Angel...Firefly...Lost...Medium...Grey's Anatomy...24...HEROES...Girlfriends...Discovery Science Channel...Survivorman...The Discovery Channel...Mythbusters...Animal Planet...National Geographic Channel...Travel Channel...OH!! and Food Network but only when they are talking about beer...and maybe Iron Chef...BEER FIRST!! This can go on and on!! However, with 17.5 units for school and work, I have no fuckin time to watch T.V!!!! That may not be such a bad thing.

Books:

The Handy-Dandy Ocean Answer Book Bitches!....Anything written from the late-great Hunter S. Thompson...Companero: Life and Death of Che Guevara...The Communist Manifesto...Origin of a Species (DARWIN IS MY HERO)...Marques de Sade.... The Secret Life of Sharks!...Friedrich Nietzsche, in particular "AntiChrist"....The Atheist Manifesto...White Oleander....Karl Marx...Mao...any book about serial killers...Animal Liberation...The Mad Cowboy....The Prophet by Kahil Gibran...Dialogue With Death by Eknath Easwaran....Rebellious Spirit by Kahil Gibran..Pol Pot: Anatomy of a nightmare...How to Make Love Like a Porn Star...The Long Hard Road Out of Hell...The Divine Comedy...Paradise Lost...Tibetan Book of the Dead...The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying..Dominion..This really can go on and on!

Heroes:

Darwin....Ghandi...Siddhartha Gautama..Vegans..Freethinkers...My brother...

My Blog

Self-Righteous, Blasphemous Whore

Self-Righteous, Blasphemous Whore.You begged and pleaded until I conceded, upon my knees I went. Mouth agape, I'd never hesitate, impatiently you wait, yearning for me to suck your dick.I open wi...
Posted by Sono iL Suo Schiavo on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 01:35:00 PST

Fuck it and Fuck you....

I am left a lifeless mess. Cold. A bloody scene. Disfugured, destroyed, betrayed and dying, you did this to me. My open veins ooze blood black. Turned by a heart, continuosly pumping within ...
Posted by Sono iL Suo Schiavo on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 12:03:00 PST

Sighs

"There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time we were happy" -Dante The holidays are creeping upon us like a wolf stalking its' prey and just like that prey, I can feel the daunting pr...
Posted by Sono iL Suo Schiavo on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 06:49:00 PST

...and it's all my fault

I walk down the street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalkI fall in.I am lost...I am hopeless.It isn't my fault.It takes forever to find a way out.I walk down the same street.There is a deep hole in ...
Posted by Sono iL Suo Schiavo on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 01:18:00 PST

PSA from Persia White for Peta...WATCH...

Written and produced by Persia White. Music by Persia White and Roy Gnan....
Posted by Sono iL Suo Schiavo on Sat, 10 Sep 2005 09:59:00 PST

Nudophobia

If the fog clears, could you see me? Expose me for who I am. How can you, if I don't know who I am. I've been caught with my hand in the cookie jar, but I've cut that hand off.  My eyes were froz...
Posted by Sono iL Suo Schiavo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Me

It wasn't meant for me to be here. I started life with an umbilical cord wrapped around my neck, drowning in my mothers fluids and have lived my life like that ever since. Last night I dreamed of...
Posted by Sono iL Suo Schiavo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Spore on my lung

Ask me if I am tired of bloodsuckers draining me dry and I will most likely respond with, "Hell yes." You see, I don't wake up every morning and concoct a list of people to antagonize. This just isn't...
Posted by Sono iL Suo Schiavo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST