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Matt

God have mercy on all our dirty little hearts.

About Me



My Interests

Spending time with my wife, son, friends, fellow AA members, my Aunt and Uncle, talking with my sister Anna, taking my wife and son to the Zoo, industrial and electronic music (as loudly as possible), AA, eating sushi, making pizza with my son, making stir fry, World of Warcraft, Survival Research Laboratories, Gloomy Bear, Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, Lenore, Dogwitch, Empty Zone, reading cyberpunk science fiction

I'd like to meet:

Local people who are interested in Industrial/EBM/Coldwave music. Like minded people. Those who value living over material posessions. Fellow AA members.

Music:

16 Volt, Acumen Nation, Android Lust, Atom and His Package, Babyland (My Favorite), Battery, Bigod 20, B001e, Chemlab, Christ Analogue, Clay People, Combichrist, Covenant, Cubanate, Cyanotic, Cyborg Attack, Diatribe, Excessive Force, Ethyl Meatplow, Firewerk, Fracture, Front 242, Frontline Assembly, Funker Vogt, The Gothsicles, Haloblack, Hanzel Und Gretyl, Hate Dept., Haujobb, Hellbent, Heavy Water Factory, Hocico, Insight 23, Iron Lung Corporation, Junkie XL, Juno Reactor, Kevorkian Death Cycle, KMFDM, Kompressor, Leather Strip, Ministry, My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult, Neuroticfish, NVMPH, Ohgr, Out Out, Pailhead, Penal Colony, Pig, Pigface, Prick, Psychic TV, Psyclon Nine, Pzychobitch, Rabbit Junk, Revolting Cocks, Saints of Eden, Scar Tissue, Sheep On Drugs, Sister Machine Gun, Skinny Puppy, SMP, Snog (my other favorite), Society Burning, Statemachine, This Song Is A Mess But So Am I, Tweaker, Underworld, Unit:187, Velvet Acid Christ, VNV Nation, Wolfsheim, Wumpscut

Movies:

A Scanner Darkly, Saw/Saw2, Blade Runner, Screamers, Wizards, Repo Man, Serenity, They Live, Army of Darkness, Fight Club. Blah, I don't watch that many movies. I either have a hard time sitting through them, or they're boring.

Television:

Band of Brothers, Firefly, Invader Zim, whatever my son is watching.

Books:

It's easier to just list authors. Philip K. Dick, Jeff Noon, Bruce Sterling, William Gibson, Neal Stephenson, Edward Gorey, Robert Anton Wilson

Heroes:

My grandfather, Bill Hicks, everyone who has the desire to live a sober and happy life.

My Blog

Argh!

I have taken my profile off private for about five hours and already the spam garbage and phishing is flooding in. Quite amusing.
Posted by Matt on Sun, 06 May 2007 11:27:00 PST

First AA meeting.

I attended my first AA meeting tonight, and it went very well. I did have to leave once during the meeting because things were getting intense, but I went out, had a cigarette and came back in. I stoo...
Posted by Matt on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 10:46:00 PST

Allowing myself a brief moment to dwell.

After opening my suitcase, I noticed Amy had included various family photos. Viewing these made me both very happy and very sad at the same time. I'm still trying to figure out how I went wrong&n...
Posted by Matt on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 02:18:00 PST

God hates me.

So after 48 hours with zero sleep I'm finally feeling like I just might be able to fall asleep. Finally.So I'm going through the motions of getting ready for bed, cleaning various holes in my skin, br...
Posted by Matt on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 04:19:00 PST

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Okay yeah, so maybe getting my lip redone wasn't the best idea in the world.I am reminded as to why I took the fucking thing out the first time I had it done.Sweet fucking Christ the healing process d...
Posted by Matt on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 05:39:00 PST

I quit.

Tomorrow I officially quit smoking. I've tried it a few times in the past and have always been unsuccessful, but this time I have motivation. For most people it would be the health risks associated wi...
Posted by Matt on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 06:17:00 PST

Morons.

Either you are very stupid, cannot read or very persistent.But I am not clicking that link. So go eat a bag of hell.----------------- Original Message -----------------From: cynthiaDate: Mar 31, 2007 ...
Posted by Matt on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 06:52:00 PST

Death Taters.

For some reason when I turned on the oven to get dinner going this evening the entire house began to fill with the stench of death. I'm not sure if something was burning in there, or if a mouse or som...
Posted by Matt on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 04:19:00 PST

If you are a spammer, shoot yourself in the face.

I swear, I don't even know why I check my inbox on this site. It's always from some slut peddling free iPods or other such nonsense. As if the chick sucking her finger and staring at the camera with "...
Posted by Matt on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 05:34:00 PST

Don't let the motherfuckers get you down.

Earlier I posted a rather pathetic blog entry, essentially thanking someone for the reminder of how disappointing and repellent my fellow human beings can be. After much thought, I deleted it and have...
Posted by Matt on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:23:00 PST