Rambling... |
Well...its been awhile since I wrote anything about my life, and being that things have changed signifigantly, I should do so I suppose. Wierd thing happened today, I was sitting in an AA meeting...(y...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Mar 2009 22:26:00 GMT |
Stupidity and how I fuck everything up. |
How is it that every single time in my life that I find something good, I fuck it away. It can be right in my face, jumping up and down saying, "Don't fuck me up, don't fuck me up!" and I do it every ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 15:41:00 GMT |
Amazing grace? |
Holy crap...five years ago today I made the best decision of my life. No, it wasnt to join the Navy, it was something else, and anyone who knows me well, knows what I'm talking about. Five years....fi...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 17:53:00 GMT |
Alright already! |
Well well well, why is it that when something good finally does come along, I am so afraid and so scared that I'm going to lose it that I end up ruining it...so far so good, fingers crossed, things ar...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 22:37:00 GMT |
New things |
Ok then, so I live in Nevada now. Things are coming together slowly but surely. Surely but verrrrry slowly. I have my own place, its a kick ass apartment, but I think im gunna have to find a roommate,...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 17:08:00 GMT |
moving on |
There are some things in life that just make it easier to breathe...today I have finally been able to sit alone on my balcony and look out at the lake behind my place and do just that. Knowing that I ...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 18:34:00 GMT |
i give up |
is there anyone, ANYONE, normal left out there that wants to truly know people and care for them despite their faults? anyone isn't interested in the things that in the end mean nothing? I FUCKING GIV...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 19:16:00 GMT |
what once was |
im sad tonight...thinking about some things in my life that are not going the way I want, or thought i wanted. im not sure what im going to do...i guess i'll just keep doing what i do. just felt like ...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 20:45:00 GMT |
People who are full of it |
So...yet again. I wont even say what I'm aggrivated about but I will just say I can't handle people who are full of shit. I can't handle people who say one thing, then do another, and I just dont thin...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 19:48:00 GMT |
Hmm... |
Yes, that's what I'm thinking right now...just hmm. I am having a really hard time right now. Things are changing in my life and they all seem to be for the better, new horse, new truck, moving to a n...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 14:26:00 GMT |
