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About Me

I'm a gypsy. I call no place my home. I am not defined by a geographical location. As they say, home is where the heart is....but right now, my heart is torn. It is lost to me. It will not be this way for ever, I know. But for now, this is my reality.

I'm 27 & I've been everywhere from the Black Sea to the Bearing Sea & all in between. I was born in a house just a few blocks from the beach. I have climbed on Roman ruins over 1000 years old in Spain. Strolled through the gardens of the gods, dwarfed by the titans around me. I have seen the beauty & cosmic design in everything around me and slaughtered it all without care or concern. I have been full of more energy & life than a new born child & found myself struggling just to survive & stay alive.

Change has been the one, true & only constant in my life. Forcing me to leave behind & let go of everything I've held dear or loved. Stripping me bare. Shedding my skin. Finally leaving me with nothing but my own self.

And this is where I'm at right now. Finally forced to live with myself. In my own skin. Forced to learn who I am. What I really want. And, hopefully, in time, evolve into a fully integrated & whole human being. A day, a time, a moment that I personally, can not wait for.

Who am I? I don't know yet.....but I'm finding my way.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People. People I can relate to. People I can connect with. It's hard to pin down, box-in & define exactly what kind of person that is. They won't come in any certain shapes or sizes or colors. They'll hold no certain beliefs nor pray to any certain deity. Their sexual orientation or political affiliations are of no concern. I find closeness & connection in the most unexpected.

Sadly, this year in Nashville has been very lonely for me. I've found no real friends. No one I can count on. No one I feel close to. No one I can share my days with. I'm friendly with a lot of people, mostly the ones I work with. But friends with no one. Rationally, I know this loneliness can not last. I know that I'll find someone, hopefully more than just one. But for now, this town has been very cold & lonely for me.

I know salvation is at hand....but I'm still waiting.



My Blog

I dontt know what Im doing........

    So I just lost someone very dear to me. Someone I loved very much. This isn't the source of my anguish, just the most recent trigger.      I feel like I've lost...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Dec 2008 16:58:00 GMT

Leaving Las Vegas...

  So that's it, kids. I'm outta here. I will be leaving this great metropolis of Las Vegas. It's been quite a run, that's for sure.      I gotta say....not what I expected. I'...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 18:59:00 GMT

Why We Fight...

Watch this movie! Go buy it...or simply rent it at Blockbuster.And believe me...this is only scratching the surface. Oh, and by the way...FUCK Paul Wolfowitz!! (mutha f*@ka I'll see you in Hell!!) As ...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 02:52:00 GMT

Narrowly avoiding a life...

So, out of the blue last night, a very old friend of mine from way back in grade school days (yea...OL skool!) popped into my head randomly. He is but one among the countless multitude of people I've ...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 17:02:00 GMT

New videos

I just uploaded some vidoes. So click on the Videos link & check `em out!
Posted by on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 15:51:00 GMT