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the new girl

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Life has taken me down many roads. Some a little rougher than others. I finished beauty school last november and am currently working seven days a week between two jobs just to pay for my loan payments and bills. I found myself the most amazing man and will become his mrs. here soon. My life has never been better!!!! I love music because it is one of the best forms of expression. I dont play my instrument anymore, i miss it.Genuine people are hard to come by anymore. I often find myself wondering why i put up with so much sometimes. I guess it is because i love to see people happy, even if it leaves me the one being left in the dust.[Love is not always enough.]DONT WAIT AROUND FOR SOMEONE TO BRING YOU FLOWERS....INSTEAD PLANT A GARDEN AND HARVEST YOUR OWN HAPPINESS.

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Blah....alcohol is not the alswer

Yeah, trying my hand at drowning my sorrows...haha, doesnt work, dont try ti. *sigh* Instead i'm at home, drunk, by myself. Greeeeat. It s true, my friends at school tried telling me that alcohol make...
Posted by on Tue, 01 May 2007 17:49:00 GMT

Story of a broken heart....

Yeah, i've spent the duration of my short life avoiding truely falling in love for someone. Always being afraid of opening my heart and getting hurt. This probably explains my horrific choic...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 00:20:00 GMT

Myspace is the devil

Thanks to myspace, things are complicated. It can be a good way to stay in touch and express yourself, but can just as easily ruin trust.  Its a place for guilty pleasures and secrets. I know its...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 00:35:00 GMT

Blah, story of my life...

Ugh, i just feel like being a bitchy complainy girl for a moment. I hate being alone. After being with someone for nearly a year, not constantly having someone be there for me is driving me insane. I...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 21:16:00 GMT

Lonely....

So i a finally getting my shit together right? Going to school, working, saving money, i've got a boyfriend, a few friends and my family......  So why the fuck am i still not happy?! I keep lokin...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 19:59:00 GMT

I hate getting pissed off......

I hate lies..... Dont say to me that you tell me everything and then keep shit from me. It is near impossible for me to trust anyone anymore.
Posted by on Wed, 31 May 2006 17:37:00 GMT

Love....

Here, it is MY turn to be a sappy teenage girl and talk about how amazing my boyfriend is. hee hee.... I do not give Jonathan enough credit for how amazing he is to me. Sometimes things get rough, its...
Posted by on Thu, 18 May 2006 18:33:00 GMT

ranting....

I am so frustrated...... i'm moody again. I miss my old friends. The worst part is that i am positive that they dont miss me and that their lives go by without missing a single beat despite my absence...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 21:21:00 GMT

What now?

The officer in me is so far gone, i have lost my hiram love. I cannot believe that i was once a person that people looked up to because of my faith, when now it is barely an extinguished can...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 22:56:00 GMT

Missing you......

Big Dismal Missing You I don't want to say goodbye I can see the fear inside your eyes It's so hard to walk away I know that this feels like the end Life never seems to let you win But I'll be back ...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 14:01:00 GMT