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I WISH You Were My Lover..(R.I.P Aaron)

I am here for Friends

About Me

Aaron..
I cant beilve yer gone
I wont believe it
The only way im getting through this is by writing all my feelings down praying, and listening to music
Im just so glad that we had a chance to talk
Even though it was a while back
Im glad that i was able to come to terms with the fact that we just never really got along
No hard feelings
Im glad that you know that i never hated you
-mucho love, Steph
SO YEA..IVE BEEN DESCRIBED AS BEING A VERY STRAIGHTFORWARD PERSON..YOU KNOW..IF I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH YOU..CHANCES ARE YOU WILL KNOW..UMM WHAT ELSE..I DONT LIKE PLAYING GAMES..AND OH YEA.IVE ALSO BEEN DESCRIBED AS BEING COMPLETLY OBVIOUS.WHICH MEANS..GUYS..IF I THINK YER CUTE..OR ATTRACTIVE.OR W/E..YOU WILL KNOW..THATS IT FOR NOWHM..
IM A REALLY PRIVATE PERSON..
I KEEP THINGS 2 MYSELF..
I DONT LIKE OPENING UP 2 PEOPLE..
AND IF U THINK I TELL U EVERYTHING..
CHECK YOURSELF
:0)
BUT BASCIALLY.
IF U WANNA GET TO KNOW ME..
JUST ASK ME QUESTIONS..
*SHRUGS*
ITS EITHER THAT OR NOTHING.
-MUCHO LOVE, STEPH
AND OH YEA..
P.S..
I REALLY HAVE A HARD TIME BELIEVING THAT PEOPLE ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME NOW A DAYS..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

BASICALLY
JESUS (WHEN I DIE OF COURSE)
ANDDDDD
A TALLER VERSION OF ANTHONY GREEN
THEY BOTH ARE REALLY AMAZING
IF YOU DIDNT KNOW
YOU SHOULD REALLY CHECK THEM OUT..

JUST SO YOU KNOW
DONT ADD ME UNLESS I KNOW YOU
OR WE LIVE IN THE SAME PLACE
ITS BETTER FOR EVERYONE
-MUCHO LOVE, STEPH

My Blog

My God

is amazing..to say the least..wow..im so thankful right now that i'm still here..im thankful that he has changed my life around.. im thankful that i KNOW i have a purpose in life.. i KNOW wh...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 10:06:00 GMT

Note to Self: I MISS YOU TERRIBLY

So basically. Things are very confusing right now. Even though they really shouldnt. What else? Im losing sleep. Theres this rather noticeable pit in my stomach. It wont leave no matter what i do. My ...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 03:29:00 GMT

College

All right. So today will be my last day of orientation. Im actually really sad about that. Well what can i say. I dont wanna go back home. It feels like ive been waiting on this trip since before i gr...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 01:03:00 GMT

you drive me crazy

So today was pretty much awful for me.Seeing u again after such a long time.This time for sure i thought i was over you. I even avoided being next to u really good. I was proud of myself.Everytime u w...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 19:22:00 GMT

Leave it Alone

I dont think yer interested in me. So ill leave it alone. Im about to leave u behind. So ill leave it alone. I would love it for u to let me kno u recognize my existence. But ill leave it alone. I dun...
Posted by on Sat, 17 May 2008 22:55:00 GMT

just for tonight

Just for tonight i felt like i couldnt take my eyes off of you. Just for tonight..i felt u closer to me than ever before..just for tonight.. I thought u were looking into my eyes. Searching for someth...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 22:02:00 GMT

Im not going to CHASE you

Im not going to chase u. Even though i kno that being with u would be great. Im not going to chase u because i believe more in fate. I think u kno how i feel about u. But maybe u r too busy for me. Ma...
Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 15:26:00 GMT

i cant deny

i cant deny the way i feel about u..trust me..if i could change, i would. i donno..everytime u come my way.. i sit there and try to pretend tht u mean nothing to me..but im only fooling myself..yester...
Posted by on Mon, 05 May 2008 05:02:00 GMT

With an Effortless Smile..

Hm. So basically. I like this guy. A lot. But i dont kno what to do about it. Everytime i think about him i smile like a little kid. I cant help it. And when im in his prescence. Its all i can do to s...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 22:20:00 GMT

its you i want..

but u never seem to notice me.. id give n e thing for u to just talk to me..to look at me..it would make me weak.. i wonder if u notice me staring u at the corner of yer eye..my friends tell me t...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 05:11:00 GMT