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About Me

Oh boy. Here I am on myspace... Anyway, I am Jaz, I am saving you a lot of trouble not telling you my full name. I am 17. I have been accepted into DeVry University and I will be attending this fall. I am majoring in web graphic design, TOM LOOK OUT!!! Lol jk.
Compared to who I used to be I can honestly say I have changed for the better. For myself. I am working on living to be myself and building a relationship with God. I am trying and it is not easy. I keep having this fall out where I am back to square one. I am Christian... yes... I feel really awkward! XD
I love reading, writing, watching anime, web design, cinfusing people, being sarcastic, running for no reason, the rain, and lots of other stuff. I enjoy being unique.
I have three godchildren. Stefan, Mia, and Malachai. They are some of the loves of my life. I try to be ther for any and every one but it is hard and I have come to the painful reality that I cannot help the world. But I can help those closest to me. I want to help do God's work.
Hopefully when I am done with college I can lead a less stressful life. But right now life is going pretty stellar. Jeez did I just use that word? I don't even feel like changing it. Get over it. lol.
Hmmm more about me... I do not like it when people are mean to me for no reason. But then when I stand up for myself I am being rude. I am torn between being who I am and being what other people want me to be. But I am going to be who I want to be. As you can see I am having an identity crisis. (Begone doom and gloom!)
Recent events: *Participated in the poetry slam at school 4/24 *Practically paid for my college tuition with grants and scholarships 4/30
Future Events: *Participate in relay for Life 5/8 - 5/9 *PROM T_T 5/9

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Gackt, Miyavi, An Cafe, Ayumi Hamasaki, Akari, Sephiroth, Cloud, Zack, Tifa, Vincent, Riku, Sora, Tommy from the Power Rangers, lol.

My Blog

Give me a moment to dream

Sometimes I think I am the only one with problems. I know I am not, and that's fine and dandy. But I will not lie and say that I am ok. I sorta feel out of the loop. I cannot keep believing that the p...
Posted by on Mon, 25 May 2009 09:35:00 GMT

A poem I wrote. Feel free to ask me questions about it.

There sitting on stone steps one vaguely questionsWho is she sitting upon those stone steps?Frozen in the cold of unceratainty She does not know what is blasphemyWho is she to trustDoes He deem her tr...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 20:07:00 GMT

A random poem I remembered.

This poem is not mine. I do not know who wrote it. I just remember it.Speaks what cannot be expressedSooths the mind and gives it restheals the heart and makes it wholeFlows from heaven to the soul
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 20:05:00 GMT