16675579 - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I'm a kinda, sorta poet. You can go here to rate/vote for one of my poems. If ya want to, that is! ;-)
Rate my poem, Go here

I'm (FINALLY!) home. GO Phoenix Suns! GO Arizona Diamondbacks! :-)
I'm now IN my apartment!!! It's been a long, hard two and a half years. Aneurysms (2005) didn't beat me. Cancer (2006) didn't beat me. Cause I am alive and kicking in Arizona!!!
And if I learned anything during the last two and a half years, it was patience. Aneurysms and Cancer treatments teach you a lot of things. It teaches you to be more aware of your own body...the changes. It makes you learn new (less destructive) habits. But most of all....for me...it's made me want to live. And live to the fullest!
So alla y'all out there who are having bad times...wait. Pray. Be patient. And good times will come your way.
Okay....nuff preaching! Nuff said!! :-)

I'm old, she's young....but I have something she doesn't. I have....life experience! :-)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Firstly, I want to say I'm not here looking to 'hook up' with anyone. I'm not looking for a 'relationship'. I'm here for friendships only. I'm learning....slowly, but I am learning....that trust is not something I have much of anymore....for anyone. Shyness doesn't cover it. It's plainly and simply, fear....fear of being hurt.....again. Especially when it's family or a so-called 'significant other'....people who profess to love you, that do the hurting.

As for meeting people, you'd have to earn my trust, before I'd agree to actually meet you. And that's a job...I don't give trust easily. I don't just give it out like Hallowe'en candy.

I look at my life now and think....I have to worry about me, right now. Cause if I don't worry about me, who is? No one else is going to do the worrying for me, right? If I leave it to someone else....well, I might as well give it up. And I'm not ready to do that. Nuff said.

My Comment Box
Leave me a comment:
Instead of clicking on "Add Comment" link on the bottom, just use the box below to write me a comment.

View/Edit All All of My Comments

My Blog

My younger life

My ex, my step-daughters and my daughters along with a car my ex and I built together.
Posted by on Wed, 27 May 2009 14:38:00 GMT

My puter

My puter is broke so be patient for a while. I'll be back soon.
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jan 2009 18:47:00 GMT

Bad day....

What started out as a bad day....has now turned into a nightmare day. What made it a bad day is....today is my brothers birthday. My dead brothers birthday. I've been thinking of him all day, missing ...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 19:57:00 GMT

Life....again

Another day has gone by....and I'm still not in my own place. I called about it....more delays. And now I'm trying to get my car emptied out....ASAP. Cause it won't be my car anymore soon. Cause I can...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 19:08:00 GMT

Vulvar Cancer

You know, I've been doing more research on the type of cancer I had....and I think now that I know why it doesn't get much publicity. First of all....it's in a very private area of a woman's body. Eve...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 09:53:00 GMT

Mad as HELL!!!

And why am I mad, you might ask?Well, you know what breast cancer is, don't you? (There's a big 'promo' going on right now about breast cancer.) And lung cancer, too? Ovarian? Cervical? Uterine? Brain...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 17:21:00 GMT

Learning 'Attitude'. 'TUDE!!!

I haven't changed much on the outside since 1998 (except gotten older, but don't we all?), but on the inside, there have been major changes. I have admitted to myself and others that I have mental an...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 03:09:00 GMT

A diary...for me.

As many of you already know, I am facing an ongoing battle with cancer. My oldest child has created a Diary of what I've gone through already and what I'll be going through, so if you want to know, go...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 18:14:00 GMT

Maybe I should explain....

why it says 'Lace and Roses.....I can only wish'. Well, we've all heard of a 'bed of roses' (although it should probably be a 'bed of rose petals'!! )...where life is easy....and Lace....well, to...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 21:34:00 GMT

Mayo Clinic and SSI????? You HAVE to be kidding!!!

As my previous blog entry says, I have cancer. I start treatment today..... which is kind of scary. But at the moment....actually for the last few days.....the last week....my anger and hurt has outwe...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 20:12:00 GMT