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Donna☼Maria

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...no one, even those who know me well, can imagine how much pain has been in this heart of mine...life has been tough at times, really tough...sometimes because others have hurt me and my loved ones and sometimes because I made the wrong decisions...I always tired to do the right thing, thinking and caring about everyone...but, I learned that when I make decisions from my heart and mind, without asking God to guide me first, it leaves me out there in this world on my own, and that's where I screw up...and believe me, I have screwed up big time!...and that pain, of knowing that my actions hurt those I love was more than I could bear...I felt like I was unworthy of anyone's love...or forgivness...but, when I was the most DOWN in my heart...when I felt like giving up...I felt the love of God come to me through the followers of Christ around me, and I felt HIS LOVE come to me through them, telling me, I was loved ... despite my failures and mistakes...and I was ... forgiven...The Bible says, "GOD IS LOVE" and it's through His Spirit of LOVE in us that we are able to touch and heal others who hurt...we are here to help one another...till He returns for us again...we are created to be ... His body on this earth till then...and it's that "LOVE" that carries me on and makes me want to honor Him all the days of my life...because I do...ONLY BELIEVE...I believe because it's a choice I have...and I could be drinking and doing drugs, feeling sorry for myself...angry and lonely and hurt still...or, I can live with this SONG OF HOPE in my heart, guiding me to eternity, where those I love who went before me have gone...and on the way there, I only desire to help others find this peace and love and joy that I have found in FORGIVNESS.you can look in the history books and encyclopedias and choose to believe about Columbus or any other "fact" of history they record...and in them, you'll also find Christ there...so it is a CHOICE...to "only believe" and I do believe that He died and went through hell, feeling all the suffering for us sinners, and He returned to tell us about it, and leave with us the comfort of His Holy Spirit, so we could just accept His Love and be FREE to start again...a clean slate. How awesome is Our King? Amen.

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I've been Blessed to have been given amazing children and friends in my life... ...and my parents and siblings and other family members will always be precious to me...and as far as love can take a soul, Wolf is the one person I waited a lifetime to meet......and so I just thank God for all of those loved ones...and I'm content to believe that there is no one else I can think of that I'd like to meet at this time...I guess that's because there's something special about this life we're graced to have ... how it just brings us the people we are supposed to be closest to...

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my romantic guy...

Wolf is the love of my life...but...he's NOT typically what a lady would call "the romantic type"...EX: we've talked about marriage for a long time & he's said things at my kitchen table like "why don...
Posted by on Sun, 10 May 2009 23:09:00 GMT

winter and my mind...

I don't really know what it is I'm feeling today...winter still is beautiful to me, but it seems, since the groundhog saw his shadow, there's been an anxiousness in my soul for the landscape to change...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 05:49:00 GMT

few "things" REALLY matter to me...

In this world of tangible desires, I used to be quite the collector of "things"...I like antiques; the thought of who touched them, where they came from, who invented them...etc...I still entertain ho...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jan 2009 07:50:00 GMT

Christmas...

without going into details, because some of you who know me and my children very well, already know that Christmas, as it was, will never be the same again ... and for the rest of you, who don't know ...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 18:33:00 GMT

blue funk

well, I hate to admit it, but this "Pollyanna" has been in a "blue funk" for awhile now that I haven't been able to shake off...but a good dose of mother nature, some time playing praise and wors...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 01:58:00 GMT

Flood

well, I flooded Wolf's house yesterday... not on purpose of course...but I couldn't have done a better job of flooding it if I tried! he suggested that I do my laundry at his place yesterday afternoon...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 11:20:00 GMT

if you ever...you’ll understand.

THIS E-MAIL MESSAGE was sent to me today...and it's been quite awhile since I sat in a tree with a Koala Bear...but, if you ever did...you will enjoy this story. A Koala was sitting in a gum tree...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 20:36:00 GMT

Dreams coming true and trees

I do live with faith by the words...ONLY BELIEVE...and I do believe in dreams coming true...and this message below, sent by a friend of a friend sums up my faith in ONLY BELIEVING to a T...hope you ta...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 15:16:00 GMT

Heaven is a Little More Blessed Now

This past Saturday, March 15th at 12:21 in the afternoon, Heaven welcomed Carole (Wolf’s Mom) home. And I wanted to thank all of you who have prayed for Wolf and his family during these las...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 03:21:00 GMT

crystal morning

the current background of my page is a picture I took yesterday (it's also in my NATURE FOLDER IN CASE I CHANGE IT LATER) ... I took it on the way to church yesterday because it amazed me how gre...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 09:59:00 GMT