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About Me

I'm Chrissy
I am a work in progress.
I don't exactly know where I want to be, but I know where I don't and I'm still trying to change.
I'm a very honest and open person. I don't care if everyone knows everything about me.
I have no brain-to-mouth filter; I speak generally every thought that comes to mind. It's apparently part of my charm, so you'll get used to it.
I will offend you in some way, just let me know when I do, I won't go there again.
I'm probably not what you'd expect.
Deep down, I'm still very shy and reserved. It shows much less these days. I do still tend to become socially awkward a lot though.
While I do smoke cigarettes and drink, I have never been high; I do not and will not do drugs.
That's just my choice, if you respect it, I'll respect yours.
My mom died in March of 2003. It still affects me.
I have music notes on my ankle and I like them. I've also got my mom on my back.
It takes a lot to make me genuinely mad and I don't hold grudges.
I'm very stubborn. I will frustrate you.
I'll also apologize first almost all of the time, I don't like conflict or upsetting people in anyway.
I don't think I'm a person you'd want to lose even though I do get a little overwhelming and fucked up.
I've got big dreams but I just need to get back on track.
And I really do have great friends, they've put up with a lot over the years and they've always taken me back when I've fucked up.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I finally have an answer to this question.
I'd like to meet someone who can handle and understand me at my worst.

However, I'm probably not going to add you unless I know you. Also, trying to add me multiple times isn't going to trick me into adding you back, so take the hint and fucking stop.

My Blog

I should be asleep

Love ridden, Ive looked at youWith the focus I gave to my birthday candlesIve wished on the lidded blue flamesUnder your browAnd baby, I wished for youNobody sees when you are lying in your bedAnd I w...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Mar 2009 23:56:00 GMT

Cyclic

You know what I do and don't like? How much our past affects us. You have a bad experience; you learn from it and try to avoid it. That's the law of life, right? Supposedly. Unless we're stupid Americ...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 20:09:00 GMT

Scar Tissue

I'm currently rereading bits of Scar Tissue in order to "research" my speech on the Red Hot Chili Peppers and Anthony Kiedis is spiritual to the point where he sounds insane.He's describing this, let'...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:42:00 GMT

Semester starts today.

Ick. Don't make me go back, just give me one more week of late nights and even later morning wake up calls.Russian Foreign Culture doesn't start until Wednesday. That's two whole days of classes I don...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 21:00:00 GMT

I’m thirsty.

You know what sucks?Eating makes me feel better. I know it's the release of all the chemicals and shit, but it does. The bad part is, that if you think about it and the way and what I eat, that it&nbs...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 06:17:00 GMT

End of 08

Yesterday Melissa married me and Grey Goose.And I think she's an ordained minister.That's all. lmao
Posted by on Wed, 31 Dec 2008 12:19:00 GMT

This year

This year I've learned not to expect anything. Life's better when you don't. No disappointments and no regrets. Just go with it, but fight for what you want, just don't automatically assume you will g...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Dec 2008 03:28:00 GMT

Please

Just please.I need this Just for a little while, I need this to be good for me.
Posted by on Tue, 23 Dec 2008 04:45:00 GMT

Something real quick

This has been a thought that has made me smile since I heard it. I'm sure everyone knows what happened with Jimmy last week. I'm sure that most of you don't know that my grandparents had his phone and...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 00:06:00 GMT

Starting Over

So, today my network adapter crashed and along with it so did my life.You really never know how important a computer is until you're unable to use it properly. And anyone who feels the need to yell at...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Dec 2008 12:51:00 GMT