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*Angel with a broken halo*

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This is me... frozen pizzas (supreme style).fun friends.accessories fanatic.great parents.sometimes understanding.sometimes don't give a fuck.chocolate chip mint ice cream.foreign languages.good listener.bright smile.light brown eyes.shrimp alfredo pasta.my nieces are my world (both sets).charmed.friendly.mtv.stick shift.chameleon.hate reading.reality show junkie (i love new york baby). compassionate.love singing.affectionate.hate following crowds.colour blue.going out to eat.level headed.bowling.reggaeton/hip hop/alternative/r&b/rap (crime mob(yezzur)).goofy.sometimes fooling.never hurting.'99 Mazda 626.suburbs.don't like cheese.chicken fingers.too patient.bruised.always expecting the best and getting the worst.lovable.
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found this candy layout at HOT FreeLayouts.comYou are BLESSED when you preserve under trial: You're hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in dispair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed.
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My Interests


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Watchin t.v-straight chillen,cuddling,actin "insane" with my girlfriends,being naughty, lounging around in pj's (i hate real clothes),and counting my blessings that God found me worth while.

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My ABSOLUTE NUMBER ONE Thing to do-hanging out with my nieces (both sets-courtesy of my BEST FRIEND and my sister).I'm just all about getting me right in spirit, health-mentally and physically, and in faith. Learning How To Truly Live Life The Way It Was Meant To Be Lived! Excepting my faults and what makes me AWSOME instead of drowning my mistakes with alcohol and drugs. Trying to find my purpose and what I am doing with my life.Focusing on school and getting my ish straight. Accepting Myself... Loving Me!
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I wish I had someone to share my heart with but unfortunately I've had my heart broken entirely too many times. At this point, I don't know where I stand with myself. I would love to make new friends but I will be honest-I will shy away about meeting up with someone. I really don't want to allow myself to become bitter and untrusting, but honestly I'm tired of letting people in after I've given myself a cut off. It never ends up being worth it. I ALWAYS end up hurt and then pissed at myself for not being distant and strong in my decision.
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I'd like to meet:

Jesus (hopefully), Oprah, The original cast of "Charmed", Will & Jada Pinkett,Abraham Lincoln, a Holocaust Survivor,Trey Songz, Ludacris,an African Refugee,Selena, Mo'Nique, a Former Slave, Ashlee Simpson, Raven Symone and Queen Latifah.
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Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying, but the never needing to say is what counts.
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*God is a specialist at making something useful and beautiful out of something broken and confused*

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What you are is God's gift to you- What you make of yourself is your gift to God.
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Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.Bow Wow and Omarion- Girlfriend
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More about me:-Love hard. Hurt often. Unsure. Often mis-understood.Beautiful. Emotional. A lot to handle. Insecure. Good to find, Hard to keep. Broken. Fooled. Early Christian. Love to learn. Taking pictures. Stubborn. Responsible. Beautiful Disaster. Honest. Dork. Innocent. Excusses. Blameful. Loved by more than I know.
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Movies:

Love and Basketball, Brown Sugar, A Lot Like Love, The Pursuit of Happiness, PayCheck, Man on Fire, Monster, Deja Vu,Freedom Writers, Selena (loved her), Grease (everytime Selena or Grease come on, i watch it...seen them both like 57 times:}), X Men, Titantic (lol), Black Hawk Down, Tupac:Resurrection, "O" (GREAT MOVIE), Boys Don't Cry, Crazy/Beautiful (One of my all time fav's), Crash, Men of Honor, Tears of the Sun...basically i like comedies, drama, and suspense (if it's not too scary). I'm down for pretty much all movies as long as it isn't a horror movie...I'm a baby!
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Honestly-I'm quite lost right now. I'm really looking for the balance in my life. I seem to give too much-too much of myself, too much of my time, too much of my energy....Too much of my heart.My personality seems to be hard to take although I feel like I'm taken advantage of by the ones I want to care about me but in reality don't. Most mis-understand me and it's extremely hurtful because the last thing I want to do is offend someone or cause them sadness.I'm constantly in a battle against myself because I want more than I let myself have and when I finally do get that "more" I punish myself and tarnish it. Beauty is hard for me to keep. I'll reach and reach for it, but as soon as I get it I stab it to death. I don't open myself often, but the ones I open up to have always made me bleed. I'm not like most girls, but I do things that are questionable that make you want to catagorize me as "just another", but I asure you...I'm worth the time. I'm not the devil. I'm just an angel with a broken Halo-I get lost but I know where I am meant to end up.
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Television:

I Love New York, Real World, Buffy The Vampire Slayer (loved that show), Charmed ( i cried when i saw the season finale...can we say...dependent Lol), My Wife and Kids, Mtv 2 and Mtv Jams (music), Nip Tuck, Ghost Whisperer (never remember to watch though)

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Knowing you was like the birth of my life. It opened my eyes to so many beauties. Your breathes were like angel kisses in my ear. Losing you was like watching my life fade away right in front of my eyes. You were such a disciple of good dressed in the evil of the devil. I long to hear your voice, which was like the pill to my pain. I missed you like a lost soul trying to find its way back to the heavens. Im addicted to your abuse and i don't know how to gain control. Even though i smelt your deceit, i trusted you with my existence. you were like the sweet to my sour, the sensation to my ache, the warmth to my chills, the beginning to my apocalypse. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder, but actually it makes it rot. You were the arms that pushed me off the bridge, but saved me from the fall of myself. You were the confusion to my insanity, yet the institute to my recovery. You were me and i was you.
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Hahahaha. I know you guys are probably like...Uh...Yeah...ok. Here I am looking like ray of sunshine with creamsicles all over my page and then I'm talking about bleeding and stabbing and saddness. Lol-At this time...yes this is how i feel, but you can tell in my pictures I love to smile. Sadness is the one emotion I wish I could exchange. Good Life-KanYe West T-Pain
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I feel that i am DEFINITELY the answer to somebody's question, but to myself...i am ABSOLUTELY and COMPLETELY a question.
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Heroes:


LIBRA: The sex addictVery pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna fuck with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible.Rare 2 find. Funny. Talkative. Erotic. Smart. Gets what he/she wants. Loves to be in a relationship.Mary J. Blige- Just Fine
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Songs that express what Im feeling.

Keyshia Cole-I remember.       Ohhh....Remember...Ohhh, I remember...I wanna know...[ Verse 1: ] Where were you when I said I loved you?And where were you when I cried at night?Waiting ...
Posted by *Angel with a broken halo* on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 08:14:00 PST

Recalled Memories.

The first time I Saw Amara. The night when J put his hands on me for the first time. The night my brother in law broke the window outside because he was upset with something my sister had done. Ou...
Posted by *Angel with a broken halo* on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 11:56:00 PST

For my ladies

Ladies&when you find a good man, Keep him.    I cannot stress to you the importance of what I'm about to say.     My one true love was an AMAZING guy. He was just what chicks loo...
Posted by *Angel with a broken halo* on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 11:59:00 PST

A Letter To My Respect, My mind, My heart, Self-Worth, & The One I Love

I want no one but him. I love (outside of my family) NO ONE but him. I cared. He didn't. I tried. He wouldn't. What to do..... I feel devasted. I feel pissed. I feel betrayed. I feel broken....
Posted by *Angel with a broken halo* on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 06:32:00 PST

So....

  I've never been in a relationship before where my partner wanted to take a break to think about whether or not we belong together and if we can make things work.         I d...
Posted by *Angel with a broken halo* on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 04:13:00 PST

Uncertainties

..> ..> Im Frustrated! It seems like all i know how to do is mess up. My personality is so backwards from how most people seems to think and i fight with it all the time. I don't feel like the t...
Posted by *Angel with a broken halo* on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 05:15:00 PST