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maryjaneismyname

About Me



happily discontent.
patiently anxious.
passionately indifferent.
sufficiently crazy.

perfectly imperfect.

I need solitude for my writing; not 'like a hermit' - that wouldn't be enough - but like a dead man.
[kafka]

My Interests

life. death. love. truth. lies. wisdom. humor. perceptions. illusions. writing. expressing. opinionating. questioning. reading. understanding. suffering. dreaming. poetry. poetics. secrets. magic. nature. spirituality. existence. music. lyrics. films. dialogs. characters. words. the arts. the stars. pretty things. funny things. invisible things. subtlety. irony. the balance. the force. colors.
creative inspirations. substantial conversations. debates & discussions. connections and the void within. all that is paranormal. tarot cards. chinese sticks. freestyle walking.
the REVOLUTION.

I'd like to meet:


concerning the Gods, there are those who deny the very existence of the Godhead; others say that it exists, but neither bestirs nor concerns itself nor has forethought for anything. a third party attribute to it existence and forethought, but only for great and heavenly matters, not for anything that is on earth. a fourth party admit things on earth as well as in heaven, but only in general, and not with respect to each individual. a fifth, of whom were Ulysses and Socrates, are those that cry:
i move not without Thy knowledge!
[epictetus]

Music:


.live is best.

and you haven't lived until you've experienced the FLOYD live. on acid.

so you think you can tell heaven from hell, blue skies from pain?

wish you were here.

Movies:

watch out Cannes, here i come! ;)

Television:

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Books:

kafka is my hero.

C++ anyone?

Heroes:

firefighters. custodians. postal workers.

dreamers.