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"..then must you speak of one that loved not wisely but too well.."
Well, the name’s Bernadette Monica Lerum M. and you decide for yourself what to call me but my friends call me “B”. I was born April 8, 1992 and I know I am young but you can’t judge my personality from that fact. I am in love with someone who doesn’t exist and his name is Edward Cullen, I just wish men like him do exist. He can read minds but he can’t invade Bella Swan’s thoughts and I know for sure that if Edward was real, he wouldn’t be able to read my thoughts also because like Bella, I am different. I also love Lacuna Coil and Evanescence. They have created the most touching and inspiring music and I’ve learned from them so much. Sometimes, it feels like they’ve written about my life. There are different sides of me you’ll never know about until you actually sit down and listen to what I have to say. You decide what you think of me and I wouldn’t care anymore since a lot of people have already judged me the way they wanted when they really have no idea. I am a very thoughtful person and I do think before I act and speak because one thing I have learned from all these classical novels I’ve read is to understand the person’s point of view, respect it, and don’t judge.
Talents. I enjoy dancing, acting, and singing. I wish I could play the piano though. True talent comes from one’s heart and soul. I have met a lot of people who gave up these wonderful things because they couldn’t appreciate them enough. This reminds me of a person I know and her name is Corinna Fugate. She learned to play the piano by herself because she used the instrument to release herself from the pain and for me, that is true talent. Dancing makes me feel free and it gives me peace. It takes away the stress and all the unwanted thoughts. This is another talent that you can’t force out of someone if they don’t have the passion and dedication for it.
Family, friends, and my life. I am thankful for having such a supportive family because they’re always there for me and I appreciate everything they do. Even though my father still believes I am a child, my mother believes that she can trust me with everything and I have matured and grown so much because of her. I learn to be strong from those people who tried and still are trying to pull me down. Don’t you dare say that I haven’t tasted the bitterness of the world yet because I have, but instead of cursing it and giving up, I learned how to see all the positive things from them and how to leave all the negative ones behind. I don’t try to fit in because you only end up changing your morals. I have seen it happen many times and I am not judging those people but I just want them to know that they are special, beautiful, and lovely the way they are and if people can’t accept them, they’re not worthy of their friendship.
About three things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him --- And I didn’t know how dominant that part might be --- That thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. -Bella