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Jessika

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MyHotComments / HotFreeLayoutsDo you think I love my Nephew? I have two but I Cant help but to be very Fond of this one. I feel a closness after losing my own daughter. Elijah I still love you. UPDATE: Havent seen my nephew in 2months.. Not even a glimpse, I have my brother to thank for that!!! meeting new people hanging out playing texas hold-em,(anyone up for a friendly game of hold em with me? I promise I am nice (LMAO) I love attending great concerts (even the crappy ones I guess) Drinking, nightclubs random road trips.... even if its to LA at 3pm on a Sunday afternoon (julie) Water Sking, trying to wake board, jet sking (throwing my sister, Steph off and injuring her every time!!! LOL. I have been attending college again and m heading down the roadto the rest of my life.. I would love to have a great career with a husband and a child(someday) and family and friends around me to support me whenever I need the support. I would love to be around everyone have a life of relaxtion no stress and a enjoyment to my everyday living...I wish SAOM were in my life again, and ALL myn but some dreams are meant to be dreamt but never accomplished. If this were true then I would be considered a quiter, AND if you know me then you know I NEVER STOP TRYIng to get WHAT I want. IF SAOM is something I WANT then I Will be trying unitl I FINALLY make that HAPPEN.. I will only be knocked down if Iam A QUITER and we know thats NOT ME!!!!

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Raven would be turning 3years Old this Saturday... Happy Birthday My little ANGEL...I cant believe it. I miss her soo much, even thought I didnt have much time with her, I still have some memories to cherish and the thought that I have an angel looking down on me is going to have to do!!!! It is so hard to think that I have a child who no longer exists on this earth but is here in my heart, my mind, every moment of everyday. You could never understand the pain I have until you have lost a child yourself... This week is soo hard for me as Friday will be the toughest. Bare with me and give me a prayer!!!!My daughter, Raven Mckaylla; Born March 24th 2004 at 2:32pm and passed away march 24th 2004 at 3:05 pm...Ask and i will share!!!! There will NEVER be a day that Idont think about you, I look at your pictures everyday and hold you clothing... I Cant believe things that go on and cant understand why things happen to those that dont deserve them.. I love and miss you ALWAYS and FOREVER.... Shes sleeping with the rest of the Angels...Mariah Carey(LOVE HER WITH A PASSION),emenim justin timberlake, Usher, 2 $hort, E-40, Timbaland

Music:

MY Favorite R&B Singer is without a doubt MARIAH CAREY. Favorite Rappers: hard to name as I have love for many butJayz, ememin, too short E-40, by far my most played out CD's by FAR!!! I also like a little of everything. mostly hip hop, rap, i like some country (reba, faith, garth, toby, kenny, shania,) I like a little rock(NINE INCH NAILS-closer(I wanna F*ck you like an animal) soft rock, like I said almost everything. As long as I have music I will be okay. MUSIC IS MY LIFE AND WITHOUT it I dont know what I would do!

Movies:

Thats a hard one. I love a lot of movies. Ihave one for every category all time favorite I think is Grease, Dirty Dancing, Gone with the wind, My fav teen movies are 10 things I hate about you, Favorite black movie The best man, brown sugar, Waiting to exhale. LIke I said Im really not a picky person. I will say though I cant stand to watch or even hear about Dumb and Dumber!!!!!

Television:

i Loved Friends. Love to watch Days of Our lives. American Idol, The GIRLS nextdoor. LOVE those PLAYMATES! all of the law and order (all of them), CSI(all of them), ellen, dr phil, cold case., without a trace, ghost whisperer, numb3rs, threshold, family guy, over there, rescue me

Flo Rida- Low (Super Bowl 18-1 Gaints vs. Patriots)Funniest
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKn0ji_ApZc

Books:

How can our days be based solely along a particular person place or thing? I seem to ask myself this everyday. Especially when I cant seem to break free from the dark hole that I seem to be trapped in. I go along daily focusing on a particular thing that makes me happy, brings sunshine when its rainy seems to make the dark coulds turn into a ray of sunshine. But only now I am alone and have no help pulling me up off the ground. How can someone walk into your life and bring so much joy, opens up to you, and then promises and gives you this sense of happiness. Acts like they are happy to have found you also, but only to take that all way, walk as if its no big thing, Cuts you off like you were just another blockage in their lifes.

Heroes:

MY HERO USE TO BE A CERTAIN PARTICULAR PERSON WHO NEVER TOLD A LIE TO ME, HURT ME, LOOKED DOWN ON ME, HAD FAITH IN ME, LIKED ME, LOVED ME, COULDNT GO A DAY WITHOUT ME, CALLED TO SAY, HI (EVEN THOUGH WE JUST SPOKE) CRIED TO ME, LOVED TO KISS MY CHECK JUST CAUSE, BRUSHED MY HAIR AWAY FROM MY EYES, COMMITTED TO ME AND WANTED ME.. BUT THAT PERSON HAS GONE AWAY AND HAS BEEN REPLACED WITH A LIAR, JUST ANOTHER MALE TO THE HUMAN CYCLE. SAOM HAS DIED FOREVER!!!!