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*sugar*

ain't no way!!!

About Me

things are changing... good things are coming... destiny awaits!

My Interests

i love to sing and dance. i love music. i love to act goofy and make people smile. i used to love to shop, but i'm broke now =( i love hanging out with my friends and family. i enjoy playing wii with matt and my family. i love justin timberlake and of course... i love my mattila the hunk (matt for those of you who don't know) =)

Music:

love songs, broken hearted songs, booty shake, hip hop, R&B, reggae, cool stuff that matt makes me listen to, etc...

Movies:

dirty dancing, say anything, some kind of wonderful, when harry met sally, city of god, sweet home alabama, goonies, sliding doors, lion king =) the notebook!!! 300!!!

Television:

general hospital!!! so you think you can dance, heroes, america's next top model, thundercats, x-men (cartoons of course), grey's anatomy

Books:

books??? read??? ... island of the blue dolphins??? flowers in the attic???

Heroes:

my parents and my lola

My Blog

R.I.P. my sweet, sweet Lola

in your head... you try to rationalize it away... you tell yourself she has lived a full life and it is time for her to rest... but in your heart; something just isn't right... yesterday morning at 10...
Posted by *sugar* on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 04:28:00 PST

back to reality...

back home... back to reality. it was so nice to go away for a few days and forget about the trials of everyday life. i finally got the good valentine's day that i never had. it was so nice to be alone...
Posted by *sugar* on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 07:32:00 PST

Ever the Same...

Ever the Same... We were drawn from the weedsWe were brave like soldiersFalling down under the pale moonlightYou were holding to meLike a someone brokenAnd I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you nowJ...
Posted by *sugar* on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 06:24:00 PST

morning

good morning all... hahaha. i just had to do something so that there was proof that i was up this early. its kinda wierd. i suppose i'm up early because i actually came home yesterday and slept i...
Posted by *sugar* on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 10:35:00 PST

ex's

where does it say that ex's have to re-emurge and fuck things up periodically... i swear it must be an unwritten rule somewhere. what is the most infuriating about it is... you are an EX for a reason....
Posted by *sugar* on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 09:38:00 PST

to love or not to love

there is a saying... "it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all." i was talking to a friend the other night about this. there were times when i questioned if loving someone w...
Posted by *sugar* on Thu, 15 Dec 2005 07:57:00 PST

mistakes

so i was going through some old journals the other day, only to realize that i've made a lot of mistakes when it comes to matters of the heart. it really scared me. you could have the best intentions ...
Posted by *sugar* on Sat, 12 Nov 2005 12:00:00 PST

don't

don't kiss me don't touch me don't make me believe you actually want me don't hold me don't tease me don't make me think you'll never leave me
Posted by *sugar* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

case of the ex...

so i just realized that today is the 3rd of july... what would've been my 3rd anniversary with who i thought was the love of my life. wow, how time flies. it had been months since i had seen him, unti...
Posted by *sugar* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

transformation

transformation.... why do people do it??? can changing your physical appearance change how you feel on the inside??? i think it can. i recently chopped off my hair, pierced my nose, and covered an old...
Posted by *sugar* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST