| R.I.P. my sweet, sweet Lola | 
| in your head... you try to rationalize it away... you tell yourself she has lived a full life and it is time for her to rest... but in your heart; something just isn't right...
yesterday morning at 10... Posted by *sugar* on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 04:28:00 PST
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| back to reality... | 
| back home... back to reality. it was so nice to go away for a few days and forget about the trials of everyday life. i finally got the good valentine's day that i never had. it was so nice to be alone... Posted by *sugar* on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 07:32:00 PST
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| Ever the Same... | 
| Ever the Same...
We were drawn from the weedsWe were brave like soldiersFalling down under the pale moonlightYou were holding to meLike a someone brokenAnd I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you nowJ... Posted by *sugar* on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 06:24:00 PST
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| morning | 
| good morning all... hahaha. i just had to do something so that there was proof that i was up this early. its kinda wierd. i suppose i'm up early because i actually came home yesterday and slept i... Posted by *sugar* on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 10:35:00 PST
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| ex's | 
| where does it say that ex's have to re-emurge and fuck things up periodically... i swear it must be an unwritten rule somewhere. what is the most infuriating about it is... you are an EX for a reason.... Posted by *sugar* on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 09:38:00 PST
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| to love or not to love | 
| there is a saying... "it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all." i was talking to a friend the other night about this. there were times when i questioned if loving someone w... Posted by *sugar* on Thu, 15 Dec 2005 07:57:00 PST
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| mistakes | 
| so i was going through some old journals the other day, only to realize that i've made a lot of mistakes when it comes to matters of the heart. it really scared me. you could have the best intentions ... Posted by *sugar* on Sat, 12 Nov 2005 12:00:00 PST
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| don't | 
| don't kiss me
don't touch me
don't make me believe you actually want me
don't hold me
don't tease me
don't make me think you'll never leave me Posted by *sugar* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST
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| case of the ex... | 
| so i just realized that today is the 3rd of july... what would've been my 3rd anniversary with who i thought was the love of my life. wow, how time flies. it had been months since i had seen him, unti... Posted by *sugar* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST
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| transformation | 
| transformation.... why do people do it??? can changing your physical appearance change how you feel on the inside??? i think it can. i recently chopped off my hair, pierced my nose, and covered an old... Posted by *sugar* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST
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