James

I'm an asshole. I apparently sometimes use big words to bully people around... mostly ontology, epistemology and tautology. I was once upon a time told I was pretentious (as a result of comment above), so I try really hard to not ever be pretentious, this has resulted in my not ever speaking. I like observing the social situations that I'm in as my form of participation, this apparently gives the impression that I'm an asshole that is too good for anyone present, I'm really just too spent from dealing with the many voices of myself that are arguing in my head. (Why is it that as much as I hate Lacan I keep finding bits and pieces of his argument to be true?) I used to be a feminist. I used to be a marxist. I used to be a postmodernist. Now I just try to avoid being, and struggle with my own certainty over the copula and and the meanings of feminist, marxist, postmodernist. I'm starting to think that there is a relation between struggle with copulation and struggle with the grammatical certainty of the copula. I'm beginning to give up many of my intellectual and academic interests in pursuit of amassing foreign languages, I've taken lots, but never use any. I have the least fear of death of anyone I've met, and I don't understand people's concern regarding the subject.