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About Me

I once swallowed a goldfish,
Only to regurgitate it,
It then lived for another three years,
Yes I am AWESOME,
Life is difficult and most of the time unfair, But the unfair things are what helps us learn to become better people, I'd like to think I've learnt a lot in my life, Tho i probably havent, I,m coming to terms with the fact that you really need to hold onto the people you trust... because once you push away its hard to get them back... my life is full of ups and downs... mostly ups but still quite a few downs and its the people that you trust that get you through those downs... im shagaderek... and that was my rant
Hold on slow down again from the top now and tell me everything
I know I've been gone for what seems like forever But I'm here now waiting
To convince you that I'm not a ghost or a stranger But closer than you think
She said, "just go on to what you
Pretend is your life but
Please don't die on me"
Wings won't take me
Heights don't phase me
So take a step
But don't look down
Take a step
Now I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
Perpetual motion the image won't focus
A blur is all that's seen
But here in this moment like the eye of the storm
It all came clear to me
I found a shoulder to lean on
An infallible reason to live all by itself
I took one last look from the heights that I once loved
And then I ran like hell
Wings won't take me
Heights don't phase me
So take a step
But don't look down
Take a step
Now I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
I count the times that I've been sorry
I know, I know
Now my compassion slowly drowns
I know, I know
If there's a time these walls could guard you
I know, I know
Then let that time be right now
Now I'm standing on the rooftop
Now I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
Now I'm standing on the rooftop (ready to fall)
Now I'm standing on the rooftop (ready to fall)
Now I'm standing on the rooftop (ready to fall)
Now I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
Great song
RUNNING FOR MAYOR... BOO that is all.

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shagaderek
2. derek
54 up, 21 down
Someone you CANNOT get off your mind because he is always
so funny and cute. A Derek is a hotty with a killer body.
Suzie: ahh man! look at him,.. hes such a Derek!!
Izzle: O my gosh! I can never stop thinking about him, hes such a Derek!
Marisa: I LOVE HIM!
ahot cute funny nice talkative
3. Derek
34 up, 14 down
To steal another player's kill during an online video game match. Paticularly in Halo 3
-My team mates hate me because I'm a real Derek.
-Aw Come On!! That guy just Dereked me!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

just about anyone really

My Blog

Shagaderek Soundtrack

Your Life in general:  saying goodbye- bullet for my valentine Opening credits: Demonology and heartache- AtreyuWaking up:  awake- GodsmackAverage day: no reason- sum 41 First date: a song f...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 10:29:00 GMT

Shagaderek

Shagadereks tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried.   Shagaderek counted to infinity - twice.   Shagaderek does not hunt because the word hunting infers the probability of failu...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 09:12:00 GMT

Questions

Just a draft so be nice people.QUESTIONS?If i was lost would anyone come looking for me?Would you care enough to help search?And what if i was found broken on the ground?after falling from my cliff to...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 06:49:00 GMT

Update

Ok so here it goes,since my last blog i have indeed moved on,life is going rather swimmingly,i have all my old mates back (nearly just a couple more to go),and am wondering how i lasted so long with o...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 19:10:00 GMT

moving on

ever notice ho its always the mistakes you make that haunt you the most. it doessnt matter how much someone you care about screws up you can always forgive them. But when you are the one that stuffs u...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 21:57:00 GMT

THE WORLD IS PERFECT

This worldly perfection, Hidden deep within, I love her so, A love to the end, For never shall it faulter, or never shall it end, Because she is the one, i call my girlfriend!!!     because ...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 06:46:00 GMT

new song... now complete

  in () left= part of song, in () in small= whispered/spoken word, in() in large= screamed/yelled, everything else just sang GOSH!!! Fuck I'm Dead. (verse) As i reach out, Cold and alone, The sou...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 00:16:00 GMT

fucked

Ever had one of the few people you knew you could honestly trust your life too stab you in the back.   stab you so hard and deep you were sure it would pierce straight through but it didnt.  ...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 03:44:00 GMT

lifes looking up

seems dereks life is finally looking up, met a girl who i now call my girlfriend, and she is everything i ever could have asked for, she makes me smile no matter what, and likes me for me, i know she...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 04:09:00 GMT

the way i feel

all my friends seem to be drifting away from me, i dont know if im changin or they are or we all are, it scares the hell outta me because i love all my friends, i know ill always be there for any of t...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 05:34:00 GMT