I'm hating life at the moment
I want to move to Manchester or Birmingham.
There is less and less keeping me here daily
I am 20 even tho i don't look it. The same lady id'd me 3 times today because i didnt have my glasses on like i do on my id. but then i look nothing like that picture at all so i don't know why she kept going on about my glasses. Pleb actual fact.
Hi im Lindsay you can call me anything you want really, it doesn't matter, my name is nothing more than a verbal label i was given at birth for ease of my family getting my attention.
I live in Aberdeen and i'm ready to move away. I'm used to moving to a complete different city every 3 or 4 years so a change is long over due.
I have 4 friends i cant trust more than anyone.
I am pretty open and give most people a chance to be my friend and a lot fewer the chance to be more than a friend so go ahead and fuck me over im used to it now anything different wouldn't be normal.
I bmx not very well but i try it makes me forget about all the crap things for a little bit.
i eat alot but i am skinny a bit too skinny but there is nothing i can do about it.
Everything in my body hates everything pretty much and my heart beats to fast, im on medication to sort this but i am not awake enough hours in the day to take it all.
I do computing at college its ok but it's not really what i want to do in life but i've don't it for too long to just start over with something else. My dad works in africa he is home just under a month then away just over a month, i don't like it much at all but at least i have him around almost half a year. I probably listen to most the same bands as you. Recently i've started speaking my mind even if it will hurt peoples feelings, i'm over trying my best to be nice to everyone and getting it chucked back in my face.
I'm going to back to texas for my 21st birthday to spend it with one of my best friends. While i'm there i hope to get my side piece done and i hope to just mature a little bit and end my teenage like behavior for good and get on with life like my parents want me to. I have fucked my life about so much so i really should get it sorted and grow up.
I used to have a pretty cool myspace it looked like this...
I might get it back one day.
Life's bare complicated right now to say the least, feels like i'm trying to run with two right feet. Bare conflict going on in the world around me, dark clouds surround me i break through and it's still cloudy. All the pain remains from the names i've been called before all the same places and faces i've seen before, dropping jaws better mind though im dropping yours and i know i score i know there must be more instore
