dear mom |
Mom, I cant let you go. I'm sorry, i just dont know how without feeling as though i'm leaving you behind. there's so much i still need you for, and so much i still want to share with you. Our last ... Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 10:48:00 GMT |
inside |
inside an explanation desiredso many questions with no answersanswers wont change any of itbut maybe fill in the emptinessso its not so coldwhat's inside and cant be expressed endlessly flows through ... Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 09:46:00 GMT |
perfectly imperfect....(eulogy for mom) |
.... Perfectly Imperfect This is my signature in emails and texts simple and silly but not without deep meaning. My mom's life was perfectly imperfect some of the things she endured even as a child mo... Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 19:35:00 GMT |
Nobody Knows |
Check out this video: Nobody Knows< Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 16:46:00 GMT |
posted awhile back....I wanted it so bad... |
i wanted it so bad...
i wanted to believe it so bad...i wanted it to be real
comfort of a warm body next to mine
confused for true emotion
conversations with so much meaning to me
his words spoke dee... Posted by on Mon, 26 May 2008 05:34:00 GMT |
wow, just some babbling...going to try that sleep thing now |
tonight i'm searching for the words..
words to describe what is in my head and in my heart
but i don't know how
my heart broken....like a glass which has fallen from a ledge and shatters into countles... Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 22:35:00 GMT |
frozen whisper (from my archives) |
Frozen Whisper
Late at night is when it happens...
coldness creeps in
like a frozen whisper
a whisper of one
one who wants to feel warmth
but clutches to the cold
an empty heart
... Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 22:21:00 GMT |
sensless rambling from a twisted mind |
shhhhh...can you hear it?
neither can i..
listening for a heartbeat
a breath
but it’s gone
drowned out by ruthless wind in its own turbulant distraction.
searching for wisdom from within
turning... Posted by on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 17:57:00 GMT |
the man i desire |
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he's quiet but so much meaning in his actions and few words
he's honest,brutal at times, but tender when it counts
he...approaches me...subtle and sweet, in the way cotton candy dissapears l... Posted by on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 23:29:00 GMT |
thoughts i cant get out of my head |
for a moment
i was the one
the one you chose before everyone else...
happiness dispersed throughout my soul
nothing could darken this light which you fueled
my heart was full...full of hope, content, ... Posted by on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 20:55:00 GMT |