I love my family who continues to surprise me with their wisdom and their unconditional love. From my life the only thing I hope and want is true love and a family. Maybe that's not ambitious...I guess I believe some people are meant for bigger things, and sometimes people might seem like they're meant for bigger things, but are really just tools that connect the path that leads those "great" people to all the "great" things they will do. I believe in work and striving for more. Though I know what I want in my future, I haven't got a clue what it actually holds, except that I will always have incredible people to be clueless for, in front of, and / or with. I like language, in general. I'm better at writing than talking. I should be more social but it tends to either annoy me or confuse me and who wants that? I'm a genuine person.
I find joy in drunken dance parties at my house, watching ANTM/What Not To Wear/mindless junk marathons into all hours of the night, movies! singing obnoxiously in the car (with or without audience), acting like a seven-year-old with my twin sister, talking like Napoleon Dynamite, good music, dressing up like a rockstar, uncontrollable and uninspired laughing, teriyaki beef jerky, hot baths, changing my look, my heavenly bed, sleeping in my heavenly bed, conversing with aforementioned "incredible people", reminiscing about good times, learning from bad times, making others smile, surprising people with kindness, aesthetic material objects (namely; shoes, bags, hats, clothes), words like "canoli", artsy fartsy stuff, etc...
I have recurring dreams about zombies. I don't like having dry lips or a cold nose, knowing that Chris Penn died, being laughed at over something really embarassing, weird vegetables (squash, zuccini, asparagus), days that seem to drag on forever, days that go by too quickly, being a fatty, losing things, spending long periods of time in the sun, driving in the snow, bad music, things not going as planned, not doing what I want, games of the heart, contemplating death and the eternal, politics, having to repeat myself, biting my cheek, fanny packs, anything made from denim except for jeans, David Lynch, farts, blemishes, shaving, etc...
