My son - again;Skylier, if you're out there and reading this I want you to know that I'm sorry things turned out the way they did between us. Even though you told me this is what you wanted, I don't think you were old enough to realize what you were asking for. You have devoted your whole life to doing what you thought made your mother happy. I hope that one day you are able to break free of the tight grip she has on you and start doing, feeling, thinking - LIVING - for yourself. Never forget these simple truths: you are welcome in my home any time. No matter what a piece of paper says, no matter what name you go by, no matter who you call "dad" - you will ALWAYS have MY blood running thru your veins and you will ALWAYS be my son. There's not a day go by that I don't think of you in some way. Despite what you may think or have been told - I AM proud of you, I do love you, I miss you -Dad