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I'm the type of girl who wakes up every morning and says to herself 'failure is not an option!'. I have been through hell and back in my short 30 years and life has taught me many lessons. The first lesson is to never give up. No matter how hard shit is, or how cruel people can be I always have faith in myself that I can do anything I put my mind to. I realized this the hard way, after doubting myself for years and putting off things that I never dreamed I could achieve, a terrible divorced opened my eyes to who I really was. The second lesson I learned is to stop throwing myself a pity party. I started to look around and realize that there are people out there that have it way worse than me. Shit, I have it good compared to the lives others lead. Third, I dont take for granted anyone who truly means something to me, because one day...I might wake up and they will be gone. Life is about loving, laughter and experience. No matter what I go through I try to take something from it and learn. Ive learned a lot about myself just by putting it all out there. Then I take what I learn and try to apply it to make me a better person. The fourth (and probably the hardest lesson) is the past is the past. No matter how much you look back on cherish memories with people you have loved and who have loved you back, its still the past. Those times are gone...over done with, finito. Theres a reason why the windshield on your car is so big and the rearview mirror is so small. Im not meant to look back as much as I am meant to look forward. Sometimes I hold on too tightly to experiences from the past and hope to relive them, or I expect the feelings from years ago to still be as alive and deeply felt today as they were in the past. Looking back has only caused me anguish and hurt, so Ive learned to put it in its place, call on it when needed but firmly face the future without glimpsing back and hoping to relive a time now gone. I really have learned that life isnt about what you dont have, its about making the best out of what you do have. I decided one day I'd wake up and go after the things I want. I don't give up easily because no one gets very far by quiting. But there also is a lesson in knowing when to walk away. Unfortunately I've had to walk away from people I care about because either they werent what I needed in my life or because I was stupid to think they felt the same. But hey, I think we all have done that. Just gotta brush yourself off and realize that for every dickhead that tosses you aside, there are three people waiting to take their place! To all my friends and family who have stuck by me, I love you more than words, and I will ALWAYS be here for you! Namaste Bitches!
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