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JackxofxHearts

epic_indugence

About Me

Jack
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The best way out is always through
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I'll Fly With My Own Wings
I'll Fall By My Own Mistakes
You know you do; you KILL me well
You like it too; I can tell
AIM= Epic Indulgence
I Am Jack's Need for Attention
"This is what it all comes down to. The single paragraph that's going to sum up my personality and traits in a way that will make me appear likable and popular. But fuck that, who needs either. I am what I am."
Transphobia Makes Me Nauseous
Intelligence goes a long way with me, first impressions last forever, and if you have no opinion or personality your wasting your time with me.
I'm 20....10.02.87
I'm a FTM. and I'm fine with that.
I'm a photographer, The camera is surgically attached to my hand.
I work with Cashman Professional as a Wedding Photographer and Graphic Artist/Image Retoucher.
People fascinate me, as well as this world. My goal and ambition is to capture it's beauty, expose it to others and make them see it as I do.
I've stood in the general public and given out free hugs.
I'm on a life long epic to learn Everything. Give me something to lose sleep over.
I'm a Libertarian. I flat out don't like government. I am a free marketeer. I don't like to be controlled and told what to do or how I should live my life.
Vote Ron Paul 2008
"The only one evil is ignorance, the only one good is intellegence."- Socrates
I was born in Texas. I'm a cowboy at heart.
I'm forever reading.
Everything I know in life I owe to books.
I love the smell of bookstores, I honestly would be content if I could just live in one.
Yeah, life throws you curves. But you learn to swerve
I enjoy random conversation with anyone and everyone.
I have an open mind.
I can't get enough of a strong debate. Please prove me wrong about something.
I like to think about worlds beyond this one.
I'm a firm believer in what's meant to be will be, and that every day is a brand new day.
I'm optimistic and patient.
I am known for giving more credit to those who don't always deserve it.
I forgive because I hate to fight...I wont forget
I can have a short fuse. I'd advice you not to make me explode.
I do take on more then I often should, but I'd like to think it always comes out well.
I get easily embarrassed when I am corrected
I think I try too hard


Gray would be the color... If I only had a heart.
I adore all arts. I believe art is a beautiful gift in itself.
I live to laugh, I laugh till it hurts
Everything that I am today is a direct result of everything that I have thought about yesterday.
I have only good intentions, and never would intentionally cause harm to anyone.
Positive energy is my drug. a strangers smile is my next hit.
I often way over-analyze Life.
I'm very indecisive
I don't sleep well, instead I attempt to figure out all of life's answers in the middle of the night, staring blankly at my ceiling... just to forget them come morning...
I am not in any way a morning person. But I think the morning is pretty.
I think, I think too much
I'm not very social but I try....
I'm a dork and a geek. But I'm easy to like.
I apologize in advance. I'm a Flake purely by nature.
I also tend to apologize for everything
If you ask me to call you back, I probably won't.
I have a bad habit of making lots of plans, then not following through with anyone. (don't let it get to you)
I'm a Hermit. get out of my shell.
I'm random, yet deep.
I don't act my age, in my mind I'm about Twenty-nine, but I look like I'm Twelve.
My gender does not define who I am inside.
I get annoyed of those who praise me for giving simple advice thats known as common sense. and no, I'm not afraid to speak my mind.
Don't assume you can figure me out off hand, it's annoying, and I'm deeper then I lead on to believe
I am not perfect don't tell me I am, I make my mistakes, and I suffer from them just like everyone else.
I honestly believe that forever is as long as you strive for it to be.
I'm really not arrogant... though I bet this makes me sound it.
To sum it up, cheap burnt coffee have replaced the blood in my veins
I'll forever be a starving artist
I live each day one cliche at a time
I keep a stock of energy drinks in my fridge
I'll try and hide it but I'm a GAMER (hardcore)...
I enjoy cartoons followed by law in order.
and I crave sonic cream slushies at two in the morning all to often ...
I don't want to grow up... But I still am.
I'm Jack to most,
Cue to some,
Somewhere in there I was Juku
I like it when people spell my name JaQ
I love it when people call me Sir
I'm truly a "Jack" of many trades...
Don't Call me Jackie

And Because I Know You Are Wondering ...
I have no gender... call me whatever you want.
You wouldn't understand, anyway
This is me, and all I'll ever be
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?' Actually, who are we not to be?"

My Interests



: + Pros & - Cons
++My Highland
+My puppy Koda
+Random Photo shoots
-Drugs [ of any kind ]
+Batman
-Fabrication / fakeness
+every form of art there is and ever will be
-Cheaters / players
+Art Galleries
-Immaturity
+Jones Soda
-Being told how to run my life or what I "should" be doing
+Driving by moon light
+Honesty
-People who lie about who they are to be more interesting
+Comfortable silence
-disrespect / rudeness
+Laughing till it hurts
-Smokers
+How she fits perfectly in my arms
-Being told I have no talent
+Little nothings
-Judgmental people
+Showering with Partners
+Reminiscing on good times
-Arrogant / Ignorance
+Sense of humor
-Not speaking your mind
+Compassion for anything
+Consideration
+Sincerity
+Never running out of energy
+An open-mind
+Sarcastic-ness / witty-ness
+Good smells on someone
-Skinny people that swear they are fat
+Clean whites
-The "WTF" Look when I know I made perfect sense
+Uniqueness
-Renting a movie and it just blows
+Understanding
+No worries
+Admitting you like Country
+Getting the most Frags
+Power outs
+Thunderstorms
+Mythology
-Clutter
+Energy Drinks
-Huge stains on white clothes
+Watching the stars
-Feeling unproductive
+PDA
-When my computer hates me
+Smirks
+Sushi IS good
-When I pour cereal and there is no milk
+Starbucks . Chai
-Being stood up
+The sound of Nature -Broken Promises
+Jack Daniel's
+Good conversation
-When the T.V is on and no one watching it
+A book I can't put down
+Knowing I made your day
-Anti Beer
+ Pro Liquor

Story of my life, and I'll sing it loud and proud.

Tim McGraw - The Cowboy in Me
I dont know why I act the way I do, Like I aint got a single thing to lose. Sometimes Im my own worst enemy. I guess thats just the cowboy in me...
I got a life that most would love to have, But sometimes I still wake up fightin mad, At where this road Im heading down might lead. I guess thats just the cowboy in me.

The urge to run, the restlessness. The heart of stone I sometimes get. The things Ive done for foolish pride, The me thats never satisfied. The face thats in the mirror when I dont like what I see. I guess thats just the cowboy in me.

We ride and never worry about the fall, I guess thats just the cowboy in us all.

I'd like to meet:



Incubus - Stellar
..

My Girlfriend. My Life.

Jack,
You are my missing puzzle piece...my addiction and my cure, my wants, my needs, my dreams...you've lit this flame in me and you keep me burning...
This feeling is stronger than love... I'm yours...forever and always. You have my heart.

"Within you I lose myself Without you I find myself Wanting to be lost again."

“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

She's completely beautiful. She's my world. We complete each other, compliment each other in every aspect. Perfect? Damn straight we are.

“If people are truly, madly, deeply in love with each other, they will find a way.”

I can't explain what we have, I can't even describe it. Its 100% all natural and desirable. Laughing until we cry. Driving 22 miles to see each other for a half hour. Never feeling empty. Never feeling lonely again. She's everything I've ever wanted and more.

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't need to see you smile.
there isn't a day that goes by that I don't long to hear your voice.
I've cried so many tears and still I mourn.

Ride With Your Angel
Erin Renee McCommon . 7/7/7 .


I need random conversation, someone to spark some kind of interest and light a match in my head....
someone who can recognize beauty in everything I want someone that is the same by themselves as they are everywhere else. I want to feel high around you. Just make me smile. Have a goal in life... well, just have some kind of a life. I've got a great girl, and I plan on keeping it that way.

Dekota is the only man I need in my life.

My Dog = My Life.
He comes before you deal with it.

I keep my Family and Friends close. The people who are in my life mean more to me then my own life itself... and I would lay myself on the line for those select few who keep me going, and pick me up when I fall.

"Come on try a little. Nothing is forever. There's got to be something better then in the middle. Me and cinderella, we put it all together. We can drive it home. With one head light."

Thanks For Your Time

My Blog

Sometimes I feel like the last cookie in the cookie jar...broken and alone

shit.fuck.cunt.yes, my emotions all wrapped into one.got in a fight with my best friend... over who does what...seriously gay. now I have a knot in my stomach and my mind wont stop. and now my girlfri...
Posted by JackxofxHearts on Fri, 09 May 2008 02:46:00 PST

A True Story of Fate.

fate (f--t)noun1. the power or agency supposed to determine the outcome of events before they occur; destiny 2. 1. something inevitable, supposedly determined by this power 2. what h...
Posted by JackxofxHearts on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 03:20:00 PST

She Burns.

I read the lyrics to Finch - What it is to burn. It inspired me.I dont know when it was that my writing started more and more to not make any sense. Maybe thats why they are my thoughts and not yours....
Posted by JackxofxHearts on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 12:23:00 PST

About Erin’s Pictures

This word will never get out. because no one will read my blog anyway. but fuck it I'll say it.At frist I was mad that people took my pictures of Erin. Then someone told me I should be flattered. So I...
Posted by JackxofxHearts on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 04:01:00 PST

One More Confession For the Record

Not sure how I feel about this. I dont know why it sort of horribly rythms, so I'm not looking for output. I wrote it on the sidekick. maybe its time to set it free.I can't be your knight in shining a...
Posted by JackxofxHearts on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 07:33:00 PST

a crying shame

Give it up you're useless. Fuck it up because you will. Hate me.Bring it up, tear it down.Your turn, My turn, Shaken not stirred.patch it up& yeah you've got the idea nowMake it s...
Posted by JackxofxHearts on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 03:46:00 PST

Clean up on aisle atomic bomb

I'm close to board line now. I'm close to ripping open your insides. I want to bathe in your thoughts. I want to drown in your pain. Your suffocating me. No I like the pain. Scream cream scream. Crus...
Posted by JackxofxHearts on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 03:21:00 PST

Ready. Set. Explode and Imploded. Thanks have a nice day.

I'm high on life. dont make sense of this blog because if you arn't her you wont understand this.If you're wondering if you ARE her... Trust me. You arn't.If you would like to be apart of the ride. si...
Posted by JackxofxHearts on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 07:59:00 PST

Playing With Fire. From LewRockwell.com

Land Socialism: Playing With Fire by Llewellyn H. Rockwell, Jr. How fashionable it is to love nature. Down with indust...
Posted by JackxofxHearts on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 06:51:00 PST

Meet my new addiction

halo 3 fuckin OWNESI can't stop playingadd me.Gamertag = Jacksofhearts
Posted by JackxofxHearts on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 04:13:00 PST