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"Thoughts are the shadows of feeling, always darker, emptier, and simpler. I don't care if they're fake or real. I just thank them for showing up at all. I have black periods. Who does not? But they do not amaze, they are not a part of illness, but a part of my being. What am I saying? I have the courage to have them. Four o' clock in the morning. This sucks."

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Posted by on Sun, 04 Jan 2009 18:58:00 GMT

And so we begin again.

It amazes me that the year has gone by so fast. This time last year was insane for me, and i didnt really think that i would get through it all in one piece. but i have. i always think at the beginnin...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Dec 2008 17:40:00 GMT

2008 In Retrospect

Did you get a boyfr iend or girl frien d ? One or two, yeah.Did you make a new frien d ? A bunch of shitty ones and a few worth my time.Did you get into a physi cal fight with anyon e ? Only a fe...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Dec 2008 11:45:00 GMT

All on Black

I put it all on black, no color you're all dressed inAnd a stab in the back left you bleeding on the floorAnd I'm mourning the death, the recent passing of your insidesI smile in regret every time I t...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Dec 2008 18:36:00 GMT

The God Memorandum

The first time I read this literally brought me to tears. I was given this to read while I was going through one of the roughest times in my life, and I turned my back on it since then. I found it tod...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Dec 2008 15:11:00 GMT

GLYCERINE

It Must be your skin that I'm sinking inIt Must be for real 'cause now I can feelAnd I didn't mind; it's not my kindIt's not my time to wonder whyEverything's gone whiteAnd everything's greyNow you're...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 20:28:00 GMT

Now See Here

You know those moments when you have the little premonition that you should/shouldnt do something? Right? Well-I need to have one damn quick! I just got a 60 day notice from where im staying at becaus...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 22:00:00 GMT

All My Friends are Dead.

They are. All dead. All gone. I havent seen someone that hasn't been family, paid to deal with me, or needed to suppport a nasty drug habit for a while.   Where the hell are you guys when I need...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 11:15:00 GMT

Does anyone really get it?

A message out of music I mean. I'm actually not blasting anyone indirectly or anything, i just want to know if music is more than just sound or entertainment to anyone. i mean, do you have that song t...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 22:13:00 GMT

guess who you are?

what happend to you? im proud of you. you will die in the next year if you dont change. why do you do this to yourself. i miss you. is it as good as you thought itd be up there? i have faith in you. b...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 22:54:00 GMT