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just Jerboa

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About Me

I apologize beforehand for the spelling. My name is Joshua, but I go by Samuel as well, most call me Josh...or asshole. not really, only a handfull. at this point in my life I love...everything. Simply that, even though everything is life, and everyone knows life is complicated, never simple. I Love the fact that life itself is a contradiction. Which it is. In life you live through pain, but that pain is joyfull, never to be taken as a hinderance, because the experience you eventually accept is to be rejoiced. Frankel put it best: "To live is to suffer, but living is finding meaning in suffering." actually that's not a direct quote...thats just how i remember it. And I am most thankfull for all that is beautiful in the world. which is also everything, from a magnificent sunrise, to the glow of a streetlight caught in the branches of a young tree below. My ambition in life is to become a Film Director, even though I suck horribly at dialogue. I love everything in a good film, from magnificent camerawork, too hidden subtext. Film is an amazing medium for expression and art. two very different things to me.
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You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.
?Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.?
?It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.?
--Jean-Paul Sartre
?It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.?
--Blaise Pascal
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Existentialism


100%

Hedonism


85%

Utilitarianism


80%

Justice (Fairness)


65%

Nihilism


40%

Strong Egoism


35%

Kantianism


30%

Apathy


30%

Divine Command


25%
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60%
Stability |||||||||||||| 60%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 60%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||| 23%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||| 23%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||||||| 56% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

I love Movies that make you think, Books, Biology, Quantum Mechanics, and Life. I also have a passion for the beautiful things found in nature ( in all its' forms), from the recognizable sunsets and sunrises, to the designs of an insects creation. My favorite insect for some reason is the Bee. I love capturing moments on film, to preserve the shadow of a moment that will never exist again. I am fascinated by microscopic organisms, mostly Viruses because of how how insignificant people think they are when in truth they are leathal and unbelievably efficient. I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! Take the quiz: "Which Shakespeare play are you?"

Macbeth
Your play is Macbeth. A play about the over-needing of power and betrayal.

I'd like to meet:

Jim Carrey , Kevin Smith, or Yoda. All three of them helped to craft my childhood and have helped me to realize who I am, inside my head and in life.

Music:

expresion of the soul, I'm not sure what music is considered art. but I love it all the same.

Movies:

American History X, Fight Club, Dogma , Kill Bill Vol. II and I, Equilibrium , Terminator 1 and 2, Boondock Saints, Pulp Fiction, Rervoir Dogs, Donnie Darko (Theatrical Edition), Garden State, Silence of the Lambs, Mall Rats, Chasing Amy, Lagaan, Hero, Saving Private Ryan, Pi, American Beauty, Truman Show, Ace Ventura: When Nature Calls, I actually even love most chic-flics like Love Actually, Under the Tuscan Sun, and The Notebook...(yeah I know)...Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 1... and too damn many to list.
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Television:



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Books:

"in books lie the soul of a forgotten time"...or something like that.

Heroes:

a place for my photos

My Blog

life

Life does not require you to be consistent, cruel, patient, helpful, angry, rational, thoughtless, loving, rash, open-minded, neurotic, careful, rigid, tolerant, wasteful, rich, downtrodden, gentle, s...
Posted by just Jerboa on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 10:17:00 PST

impermanece

The buddha taught that the first principle of existance is impermanence.absolutely everything in this universe is impermanent. Impermanence creates uncertainty.I don't know about you but I have a very...
Posted by just Jerboa on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 01:58:00 PST

aww, stupid people

yeah I feel proud today, cuz I FINNALY went to the DMV to take my permit test (yeah I know I'm lame).  I actually failed which makes me feel special in that not so good way. Anyway, as I wa...
Posted by just Jerboa on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 08:05:00 PST

anything worth knowing

so on my endless search for (...I don't know what to call it: enlightenment, realization, understanding..it's not quite any of those, but close) understanding (I'll go with that one).  I had...
Posted by just Jerboa on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 07:21:00 PST

weddings

today I've returned from my brothers wedding, and while there I had the best time of my life...litteraly.   I arrived there two whole days before the wedding day and went on my brothers...
Posted by just Jerboa on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 06:50:00 PST

I am

wow, havn't posted a blog in a while, (random thought to self)   life is as it is, what brings life to oneself is absolutely mind boggling to me.  over the past few months I have been p...
Posted by just Jerboa on Fri, 26 May 2006 08:06:00 PST

The Day of Beauty

read this blog knowing that it is perhaps the most personal one I have ever written.   yesterday was a day that I shall always remember.  it is a day I shall forever call "The Day of Beauty....
Posted by just Jerboa on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 10:44:00 PST

delightful news.

States May Restrict Protests at Soldiers' FuneralsAnti-Gay Church Threatens First Amendment LawsuitBy CARRIE SPENCER GHOSE, APCOLUMBUS, Ohio (Feb. 6) - States are rushing to limit when and where peopl...
Posted by just Jerboa on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 09:02:00 PST

a little more about nothing.

a moment ago I was speaking with Mathew, and I wrote the word "Lie"...instead...of "Life" and realized how closely they are spelled.  this usually means jack poop to me, but for some reason it tr...
Posted by just Jerboa on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 12:57:00 PST

Please read this blog...read it or I'll explode!! it happens

I want everyone who reads this blog to know they are unbelievably cool, and probably don't know how amazing you are...   ...thats really all this blog is... ...and for those who are saying this b...
Posted by just Jerboa on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 11:29:00 PST