I am slightly selfcentered, and majorly selfconcious. I am socially ackward and can never seem to say the right thing at the right time, and often say the wrong thing altogether. I'm an outcast that wants nothing more that in fit into the "in" circle. I don't know who I actually am, or even who I want to be. So:I identify with the song by Alanis Morisette:
"I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way"
I'm a contradiction.