It's amazing how much i've changed
and how fast i've grown up, you should try it.
IT'S TRUE; I don't know what I want.
I do what makes me happy. nothing less.
i like things simple.
& i live for the feeling of contentment and excitement
i never want to start things over.
but i miss the way they used to be.
i'm listening to my heart.
Truth: life is fragile.
finding my inner peace,
cutting those loose ties,
ignoring the negativity,
minding my business.
life's a beautiful struggle,
but i'm thankful for what i've been given & what i
have left in this world..
Lately, it's like reality has all become a dream and
i'm stuck in it forever.
My whole life, i've been running in circles for the longest time.
I almost never say anything right, I almost never do anything right..
I make mistakes, learn from them and correct them.
A life of regret is not a life to live, I don't regret anything.
I'm plain and simple, Ivy.
Twenty with a big heart and an even bigger imagination.
I don't consume drugs/smoke.
I don't get joy from poping a few pills and acting like an idiot.
I'm not the same person that I used to be.
This is the first time in my life that I can see myself changing.
It's amazing how far a single smile can take you through a whole day.
I know too much for being young and have alot of responsibility.
The few people I consider friends mean everything to me.
& i consider them apart of my family.
Friends come and go, but family is forever.
The littlest things in life are most important to me.
Happiness is a feeling that comes easy and can be
taken away within a blink of the eye, so keep it alive while it still exists.
I'm someone who could completely change the way you see things,
you just have to let me get close enough to show you.
I'm a complete mess, but somehow, you'll learn to love me.
Art is the only way to run away without leaving home.
Develop your -ness...it's a way of life, a philosophy, a verb.
It's your name with -ness attached to it.
i am at odds, but comparable.
i am a learner.
i am one who appreciates good company.
i am cultured and aesthetic.
i find beauty in peculiar things. i am me.
i love sour things. unless they're not supposed to be sour.
i love the quesadillas at Del Taco. mmm mmm youquerotaco bell
i have this intense, unbreakable hatred for HONDA's. stupid DEL SLOWS....
I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society. I never said to be like me, I say to be like you and make a difference.
psychology.
"By letting go of resentments and regrets
then we are able to free ourselves from the past.
We are only able to savor the present
when our energy is available in the moment
rather than being bound up in the threads
of unfinished business."
accept me for who i am, i love you. attempt to mold me into your perfect "friend", get the fuck out of my life. through thick and thin, the ones that remain are the ones that love you the most.
Have your ever gone driving down PCH before sunset?
Its perfect....
I know alot of girls that lost sightof what pleasure really is.They're so caught up in the "glamorous life", looking for the next high. Its pathetic.
why cant women be simple anymore?
HOW BOUT WE JUST DRIVE DOWN PCH......
