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Mato

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About Me

well, apparently, I'm pretty crazy.. but hey who doesn't like someone with a little color?

He wants to die in a lake in Geneva, the mountains can cover the shape of his nose.
He wants to die where nobody can see him but the beauty of his death will carry on so I dont believe him.
He greets me with kisses when good days deceive him and sometimes with scorn and sometimes I believe him.
And sometimes I'm convinced my friends think I am crazy, get scared and call him but he's usually hazy.
By one in the morning day is not ended,
by two he is scared and sleep is no friend,
and by four he will drink but cannot feel it,
sleep will not come because sleep does not will it and I dont believe him.
Morning is mocking me.
I'll wander the streets avoiding them eats until the ring on my finger slips to the ground.
A gift to the gutter, a gift to the city the veins of which have broken me down.
And I dont believe him, morning is mocking me.
Oh the gods that he believes never fail to amaze me.
He believes in the love of his god of all things, but I find him wrapped up in all *manner* of sins.
The drugs that deceive him and the girls that believe him.
I can't control you I dont know you well, these are the reasons I think that you're ill.
I can't control you I dont know you well, these are the reasons I think that you're ill.
And since lots have we parted and loss that I saw him and down by a river silent and morning was mocking us.
Blood hit the sky.
I was just happy, my manic and I
He couldn't see me the sun was in his eyes and birds were singing to calm us down.
And birds were singing to calm us down.
And I'm sorry young man, I cannot be your friend.
I don't believe in a fairytale end.
I dont keep my head up all of the time.
**I find it dull when my heart meets my mind**
And I hardly know you I think I can tell, these are the reasons I think that we're ill.
And I hardly know you I think I can tell, these are the reasons I think that I'm ill.
And the gods that he believes never fail to disappoint me.
And the gods that he believes never fail to disappoint me.
My happy man my manic and I have no plans to move on.
The birds are singing to calm us down
And birds are singing to calm us down.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone I haven't met yet apparently..

My Blog

I am....

The happiest damn girl on the planet right now. My Brandon called me today to tell me that he will be here on Thursday and he'll be staying for THREE WEEKS!!! I told him that he didn't just make my da...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 08:19:00 GMT

Smiling from ear to ear

Well, things have been going pretty well.. I met a really awesome awesome guy.. well, I met him a long time ago in a goth club.. I was with Jonata vegetable and we were boy watching.. well, I poi...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 21:38:00 GMT

Silly little movie


Posted by on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 21:42:00 GMT

What is the fucking deal....

with people nowadays? are there any sane people left in the world? Jesus Christ.. it seems I've been having a lot of short little flings or friendships.. people just beat into your head how much they ...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 02:06:00 GMT

Hello world!

What a great day it is! lol.. no really.. I've been having a pretty good few days... I'm starting to get back into the swing of things... I've been meeting people that said that they have heard a lot ...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 14:51:00 GMT

Oh My God

I just watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.. that movie is in-fucking-credible!
Posted by on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 01:29:00 GMT

Bloop

Hmm... what's happening in MatoLand...... not much really.. just getting shit together.. its really nice being sober and level headed... I'm getting shit paid and honestly thinking of things after tom...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 10:29:00 GMT

do dee doo dee doo

Well, things are going well.. I've been working mornings and I agreed to work mornings from now on. the money will be so much better and plus I have a few friends on that shift.. AND I don't drin...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 10:27:00 GMT

Things are lookin up :)

I got my license back and I can borrow my Mom's car.. so woOt! And I start back at Dennys on Monday.. I'm not entirely excited about it, but money is money.. you get it where you can.. So, how does my...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 19:13:00 GMT

damn

It just keeps getting tougher and tougher...so, my crisis is pretty much over, but our family just keeps getting hit by bricks.. my aunt went into the hospital last  night for high blood pressure...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 15:29:00 GMT