new ways to forget. |
I thought about calling you last night I just drank myself to sleep insteadI dialed the numbers and stared at the phone but my hands were shaking to much to hit sendI just want to call and scream at ... Posted by on Fri, 20 Feb 2009 18:11:00 GMT |
The story so far |
This year is off to a really fucked up start. Like one fucking weird thing after another. I am really getting sick of some of the shit going on around me though. I love my friends to death don't get m... Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 10:14:00 GMT |
yeah. |
Somebody get me the fuck out of hereI am grinding my teeth and cowering in fearI never signed up for any of this shitthis was not how I wanted to liveI hope that one day this nightmare endsand I wake ... Posted by on Fri, 06 Feb 2009 18:19:00 GMT |
Another year down |
Oh man where to fucking begin. This year has been one crazy thing after another. Especially just in this past week.What do I hope to accomplish this year? Well mostly the same thing I try and do every... Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 20:25:00 GMT |
Why do I bother |
I am beginning to wonder why I always find my self looking and or thinking of things that remind me of the past. Am I just out to try and make my self miserable? It is weird how just like 2 or 3 years... Posted by on Mon, 15 Dec 2008 08:01:00 GMT |
Playground Antics |
I remember when we were kidswe swore we would never grow up to live like thisbut now were 25 years oldand life's all about work and surviving the coldplay ground antics have come and goneand we traded... Posted by on Fri, 21 Nov 2008 19:31:00 GMT |
dont have a name for this. |
sometimes I get lost looking into the night skythink about those who paved the path and how they made it bywandering streets much like the ones I travel every nightliving each night like it was their ... Posted by on Fri, 24 Oct 2008 02:37:00 GMT |
Love or something like it. |
For all Time wasted I am taking it back tonightSpent so much time trying to be part of your so called lifeBut I only have myself to blameGave into lonliness now I hang my head in shameSo call my frien... Posted by on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 18:41:00 GMT |
25 and counting |
As I lay here with Abita next to me sleeping (even though she is the reason I am awake.) I can not help but think... FUCK!!!Things have really felt like a mess lately. Working all the time, taking car... Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 04:06:00 GMT |
These days |
Not sure how things ended up this wayIt seems there are miles between us but your all only 30 minutes awayI guess people are growing up and moving on with their livesmaking plans for tommorow and leav... Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 15:42:00 GMT |