About Me
"I LOVE THE IDEA THAT PEOPLE ARE INDEPENDENT,INDIVIDUAL.WHILE COMPONENTS OF A PERSON ARE TRUE TO THAT IDEA,MOST OF THE EXTERIOR AND A GOOD PORTION OF THE MIND IS SHAPED AND BASED ON THE IDEAS OF OTHERS.PEOPLE OBSESS OVER THE IDEALS %D%AOF BEAUTY,PERSONALITY,PHYSICALITIES AND OTHERTHINGS THAT FANCY THE EYE,AND THE OBSESSION TO CONFORM TO THE COMMON IDEALS OF SUCH.I THINK PEOPLE FORGET THE FACT THAT EXPERIENCING SOMETHING DIFFERENT,EXPERIENCING AND SEEING AND FEELING AN ASSORTMENT OF THINGS THROUGH FRIENDSHIPS,RELATIONSHIPS,TRAVEL,OR EVEN READING,IS SOMETHING THAT SHOULD BE FOCUSED ON.LOOKING AND FEELING GREAT CAN BE OF IMPORTANCE,BUT IT ISN'T MUCH IF YOU HAVEN'T FOCUSED ON ANYTHING ELSE,YOU JUST END UP BEING A SHELL WITH NOTHING MUCH TO EXPLORE.I FEEL LIKE THERE'S MORE TO ME TO SEE,MORE THINGS FOR ME TO DO,MORE PEOPLE FOR ME TO MEET,AND I DON'T THINK I'LL EVER BE SATISFIED WITH WHATEVER I COME FACE TO FACE WITH,BECAUSE THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING MORE."WHEN REAL PEOPLE FALL DOWN IN LIFE,THEY GET RIGHT BACK UP AND KEEP WALKING.""GIVE ME HONESTY OVER KINDNESS ANYDAY.""THERE ARE TWO TYPES OF PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.THOSE WHO ADMIT TO ;NBSP; THOSE WHO LIE ABOUT IT.""I AM NOT STEAK,YOU CANNOT JUST ORDER ME.YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY HEROIN IS EASIER TO QUIT THAN CIGARETTES?BECAUSE YOU DON'T SEE PEOPLE SHOOTING UP EVERYWHERE YOU LOOK...THE BUDHIST PHILOSOPHER ALLAN WATTS FAMOUSLY WROTE:WHEN YOU GET THE MESSAGE,HANG UP THE PHONE."AT LEAST GET TO KNOW ME BEFORE YOU REJECT ME.""WHEN IT COMES TO FINANCE AND DATING,I COULDN'T HELP BUT WONDER,WHY DO WE KEEP INVESTING?"THAT'S MY RANT.I'm still a big kid at heart and I love to play with abandon. Though, I think the great irony of life is that it just gets better and better while it goes faster and faster. Every day I'm becoming more clear about who I am and who I'm not. My head seems to sit a little more squarely on my shoulders these days and my skin seems to fit me better too. Ideally, I think of others more than I think of myself. Life is good, very good and I'm glad to know it.I am a gentleman in the sense that I have a very gentle nature and grew up with values rich in the traditions of times taught by my wonderful grandmother. I have learned a lot about myself over the past 5 years. One is how deep and profoundly I am able to love and feel. I'm sensitive, though my looks may hide it -- there's more to that exterior than you think.Two, is that no matter how bad things may seem, there has to be some good either at the bottom of it, or at the end of the tunnel. Three, to always be kind and friendly because you might just be brightening up someones day unexpectedly. Four, that no one and nothing can complete you if you are not happy with yourself. Five, That without goals and dreams, you will lead a stagnant and monotonous life. Six, that life is fragile and valuable; take care of yourself for the sake of those who care about you.Ultimately, anyone who gets to know me well, knows that I am the nerdy sor with a corny sense of humor that keeps and protects his friends. I am one's best friend when the shit hits the fan as I value loyalty and actions above all. After everything, I've learned not to say the words love, promise, or friend too often. Those 3 words have actual meaning to me, and I dont use them loosely. Though, I feel blessed that there are people in my life I can use them on and even more so, that its returned."If you can't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a whole lot longer than you'd like.- Garden State"I love having fun and find myself making fun of myself often. After all if you can't laugh at yourself what can you laugh at. I pick my battles carefully; if it is not going to matter in a year, then it is not worth getting upset about. I make the best of everything, and always see the good in just about everything. However; I sometimes can be a little to honest, and love a good debate. I never judge but sometimes can be very opinionated but I never have a problem admitting that I am wrong.I am a scorpio. Im more of a homebody than a socialite...but good eats and a movie are always nice. Some of you will have a problem with that. Even though astrology is not an exact science (is it a science at all?), I do seem to have all the qualities of that sun sign. I am sensitive, passionate, and stubborn at times. I do hold my own in a conversation, even though my position on a given subject is not always the correct one. I reserve the right to disagree. And also hope you do too. Given a good reason, I will cave. I am in no way perfect. I am flawed and have embracedThis has been a tough year for me . I had financial problems, relationship problems, and family/friends problems...Through it all I had you there by my side....I had a shoulder to cry on... I had someone to talk to...I had a best friend...We had a bad year... but look at us now...We have money, we have found a new light in other people, and most importantly we are much more happier with each other...and I wanna thank you and just wanted to know I much I appreciate and am grateful having you as a best friend...Your friendship to me is beyond what words can describe...I never met someone I can communicate with so well...Some who I can express my inner most feelings and thoughts and know I feel safe...Sometimes I wonder if you are real.. and not just a angel from heaven to help me out through these thought times.. If so.. I hope you never leave... Cause I don't know what I would do without you...OMG.. I can't stop crying...That night at that Bday party, I never felt so safe in someone's arms to cry... I mean you were crying with me.. and I know you could feel what I was going through...For that one moment we were one....I never wanted to let you see that side of me.. Cause that part of me has been gone for so long...Goodness this is getting long.. and my face is looking pretty crappy right now...I just want to thank you for being my friend, for being the amazing person you are!!! PLEASE don't ever let anyone make you feel less than that... because people like that are freaken chicken scrap... and they do not realize that they are losing the world.. Cause ... that is what you mean to me... The world...I love you!!! It’s hard to find someone whom you truly love, much less to find someone who loves you as much. When the chance comes, don't ever let go. Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it. All we need is love. Blessed is the season which engages the whole world in a conspiracy of love. Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love. - Einstein. Love is like pi - natural, irrational, and VERY important. Love is like a butterfly, hold it too tight, it'll crush, hold it too loose, it'll fly Love Is When YouDon’t Want to Go to Sleep, Because Reality Is Better Than A Dream. Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. Love is.
