jef go

"i am not the person who is singing i am the silent one inside. i am not the one who laughs at people's jokes,i just pacify their egos. i am not my house my songs they are only stops along my way. i am like the winter i am a dark cold male with a golden ring of wisdom in my cave.And it is me who is my enemy. Me who beats me up. Me who makes the monsters. Me who strips my confidence. I am carrying my voice. I am carrying my heart. I am carrying my rhythm. I am carrying my prayers. But you can't kill my spirit. It's soaring and it's strong. Like a mountain I'll go on and on. But when my wings are folded. The brightly colored moth blends into the dirt into the ground. And it's me who's too weak. And it's me who's too shy to ask for the thing i love. I am walking on the bridge I am over the water. And I'm scared as hell, but I know there's something better." ............................................................ .......... ............................................................ .......... ............................................................ .......... ............................................................ .......... ............................................................ .......... ............................................................ ...... Luvin' is a lot lyk watchin' a 20min. firewOrks display... Xciting..emOtional..rOmantic.swEet..memOrable....... but it also alwAys ends as dramatic as it bEgins.. fAdes slOwly into thiN air And as mUch as yOu wanted 2 kip watchin, theRe's nOthin' 2 make it stay... in tHe enD, ol drs left is a stArless nyt & d fAct dat in dis LyF, gOod things nEver seem 2 Last............................................%D%A %D%A........